I’m broken… I smile and I smile and I don’t even know what to feel anymore…I feel guilty for being happy…I feel like when people look at me they can see my flaws, they can see how broken I am…I’m drowning and they don’t even realize it…they can’t see what they’re doing to me…I don’t know to let go of everything I’ve bottled up inside of me… I don’t even know how to feel my feelings anymore…I just feel numb