I’m always stuck between trying to live my life and trying to run away from it.

Life

Everyone sees me like a positive, happy, smiling person and I also try to spread that positivity to those around me. Then I gradually stopped sharing my lonely, sad moments. I don't want my sorrow to be passed on to others. But sometimes this feeling is really lonely.

3am Thoughts

How does my mom see future without time machine? 🗿🗿

I am in a sate of mind that I don't care if someone leave me n go. Be in my best friend, other friends or even my boy friend. I have had put in so much of efforts n seen people just walk off.
Thus i made myself like this. Is this okay? Am i being selfish... 

Anxiety

People are scared of the terms ‘mental health problems’ and ‘mental illness.’ It makes many uncomfortable; turn their heads, look at their shoes, anything. Things are changing, but not soon, or fast enough.

Other

Life is also like rain 🌧️, it comes without being told 😩.

I feel like I can't be with other people without acting. I always try to act as somebody they want to be around, somebody that's okay inside, but really I'm not. I put on a mask so often I don't even know who I am anymore. I hate acting so often, but if I show them who I really am (which I don't even know anymore), I'm scared that they'll hate me. 

Why do all men think of me as a sex partner? 

I don't like having sex, it's weird and it's no fun. 

Everytime I met someone I thought they like me because he thinks I'm beautiful or because of my personality. 

But after days of dating they want to fuck me, kisses are good but more than that isn't. I don't bother going to their places but IT DOESN'T MEAN I WANT TO FUCK THEM -_- 

SUCH A DUTCHBAG.

What kind of BOY is that?.

Relationships

I feel sad for the ones who haven't experienced love when the world ends.

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