I'm afraid that I will be stuck in between these four walls forever. I don't like it here anymore.

I have found the door but I'm scared to open it. 

i'm sorry to hear that..can you explain what you're feeling

Other

is it bad that i like when my lip bleeds alittle 

3am Thoughts

Jaane kya dhoondta hai ye mera dil.. tujhko kya chahiye zindagi...

Music

hope you aĺl have a good night, beautiful but broken people🥺💔❤️❤️❤️

Well! learnt another lesson in the end of 2022.
Nothing stays permanent, everyone changes with time.

We are not together, I decided to get apart cause I couldn't see things running both way. I couldn't feel her anymore. We live 20 minutes away from each other but always felt like 20 light years far. No messages, no calls, meeting up is the least I could expect.

Felt like I am an option, felt like a lay person. I had an anxiety attack and during that time she said, I will come to see you tomorrow but her tomorrow never came. After 2 weeks, I got to know she is off to Goa with her office colleagues for outing and I was still happy for her but deep down I know how much I wanted to see her the day I could not eat, sleep or work.

This has been the regular scene between us for last 1 year, but now I feel I am losing myself in the process of keeping with her behavior. I can't fake happiness anymore.
I am tired and disturbed.

Everytime I wanted to say something, she had a common answer to it, "Are you going to start again?"

Anyway,
I loved her hence request everyone no wrong words for her.

Love

Anyone from Gujarat want any person for job or any kind of permanent work. I'm from surat & want to leave my home & also want to creat my own way of life so... Comment here or contact me ❤️

Exhausted

￼ every day is a challenge ￼

Depression

Main baithe baithe sochu kaise aaegi maut
Main haske maruga ya rulaegi maut
Sab tez tez bhaage hain is dunya mein
Sab dheema dheema hoga kya jab aaegi maut
Log has haske baat karein chehre pe
Kya khabar sunke roenge jab aaegi maut
Aisa nahi ki maine dekha hii nahi usey
Pehle bhi dekhi hai bas naam ki maut
Iztiraar sa mehsus karuu aap ko
Madad to hogi ke jab aaegi maut
Ye maana ke main khush nahii dunya se
Kya khush tab main hunga jab aaegi maut
Vo bewafa to nahii koi kaam hoga
Ab jaaane kitna Intezaar kraegi maut
Baato me yaad aur sawab ginaenge log
Chalo kuch to faayda kraegi maut
Ye wahid aisa raaz hoga mera jo ptaa hoga sabko
Sirf mjhe hii nahi hoga kaise aaegi maut











Today I was watching something and then came this dialogue 'just don't be lonely' and mann that hit me hard .. I don't know why do I sometimes feel lonely.... Actually I really never understood how is the feeling of being lonely.... It's not like I don't have frnds or supportive parents.. but still I feel like there is a void in my life which can never be gone

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