I'm a terrible person but i don't know how to change and if i even have the will power to do so.

I get it. I think I’m a bad person for self harming again after my family found out

It's never too late to change...u just need to belief in yourself...u can ask your close ones to help you they would never say no if not feel free to talk to me as well

Insecurity

SOMETIMES, 
I hate myself for being soft hearted and crying so fast.

Now&Me Thinks

Hey good morning everybody... New month is here... Which means a new you , a new start, now you can do those things you always wanted to do... Find you peace and  be with people who genuinely care for you... Wish you a great day ahead ☺☺

Self Love

Do people read this? I am not a bad guy.. I don’t have attitude. I am humble and soft spoken. Is that an intimidating quality?

Delusion

"Shame gets displaced from person to person. Your parents’ shame about
their body, becomes your body-image difficulties. Your grandparents’
shame around their status, becomes your compulsion to collect ever higher￾ranking successes. But you were not put here to carry the shame of others.
Before you were burdened with the weight of it, you were your own. It’s
time you returned to yourself."

Crush

Is it good to be selfish?

3am Thoughts

Tell me If ur pains now can be compared to the pains of millitary.....It's not a sarcasm.U can choose either to take this as positivity or negativity 

Life

Today, I am feeling very much overwhelmed. I am a person who has taken many challenges in life. I completed my graduation in Civil Engineering and then cleared GATE. This exam gave me the opportunity to go into MTech from a reputed college. After that I did teaching for almost an year in a reputed University. But due to high expectations from my father, I left my job and started preparing for UPSC. I have given 3 attempts and not cleared the Prelims even once. My hopes and dreams have all shattered, my efforts wasted. I have become fearful of going back into any kind of job or even teaching. Sometimes it seems that I have started losing my memory. My family now wants me to get married and soon I will be a homemaker. I am feeling very much depressed and anxious as I have gone distant from my parents and siblings. I have forgotten what do I want from my life...If someone can understand my circumstances, please do comment.

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