I'm a teenager and I'm having a really tough time trying to make friends. I'm an introverted person who doesn't fancy the idea of having friends. But sometimes I feel like life would be easier if I just had someone to talk to. What do I do? I'm also bisexual AND from India. Could this get any worse. 

Thanks buddy, I didn't expect the atmo here to be supportive of the lgbtq community. Also, glad to know that there are fellow introverts here <3

Nah, never heard of the show, just liked this name. 

Been there, tried that. Even attended house parties and school events for God's sake. Only to end up being the invisible person in the room. 


Become no one knows each other's identity here. We might be countries apart. 

It's not like I didn't try though, it just ended up being a negative result. 

Nah I'm good, all my social energy that I stored for a week got all used up in the process. Not gonna try again for a while 😂

The problem is I don't have that person. 

Thank you sooo much for your support <3 and I hope India evolves into a supportive counrty soon

Also how do I make connections in this app? Can someone teach me, please? 

Friends

I am feeling really low in life nowadays... It feels like no one cares and everything is based on some lies.... Losing ur first love and friend is the worst nightmare for me and it is being happened now and then..... I hope everything gets alright cuz I am really getting tired now. 

Anxiety

Have you ever felt utterly tiered and sleepy and yet your mind doesn’t let you close your eyes for a second. As your chest heavy and you don’t know why. You feel nothing but still your heart pounds fast afraid of something that you are unaware of. You catch your breath and you don’t know why is this happening to you as there is nothing hard that’s going on in your life. In fact there is nothing going on in your life. You feel numb and yet severely anxious. Hove you ever felt this?

cry........ but do not bleed 

3am Thoughts

I feel really guilty and angry at the same time. I have an abusive brother (physically) and my dad is working  overseas. I was helpless at that time, no parents who can save me. Be with me. I decided to manage with help of my friends and left our house. My father doesn't really take my side, because he always said that my brother is a good person because look at him he already graduated chemical engineering (asian) mostly my relatives says the same, I have a grandma who I always visit ALL THE TIME she lives alone in the province and out of hundreds of grandchildren and relatives, no one ever visits her, but she still find a way to side with my brother just because he has a degree, that's what she always mention. I decided to stop visiting her because it is affecting me, I usually get flashbacks of the abuse, it is really hard for me. What I feel guilty about is that I love my father but I just can't stop being angry at him. I am angry at myself. But I always remind myself that I dont like him as a father.

Family

Me and my bestfriend got into different sections and she got a new bestfriend. Like she was getting too close to the another person and I was always jealous but today my bestfriend said me that I am not her bestfriend. Like I said her okay I know that chill but I was so hurt inside. What should I do now?

If you can remove one thing from this word, what would it be? 

Feeling to write my thoughts on current situation

my Gujarati Mom respectfully multiple intimacy partners in family itself.

actually she gets intimate with mama, masa and papa and actually her inlaws fights a lot with her and even with me now that i have a high salary job

so she and masi used to talk a lot and from there on they have started all these verbal support initially but gradually it organically grew into more intimacy

and I got to know this last year when they all told me about all these

but please understand that this is all in a family caring and emotional support manner and not take this in a porn like way like how others do it here

i don't have anyone to talk to about all these and that's why I came here but others here are just very degrading mannered

masi and mummy has changed this probelm into a caring way and i can understand now that why masa and mama and papa gets intimate with her so its fine

 i have a software job which is high salary and actually that's why they all decided to tell me about their these secret last year when our house was renovated

one thing I really liked is how much caring talk they all do when they are hugging mummy, and mostly about the financial situation too so it gives me really more safe feeling

and masi becomes like a manager whenever they all gather and its nice actually i have seen mummy like that now many times in last one year and she keeps me with her whenever she is intimate

she is more decent person, and initially i was so angry since I had never seen mummy so boldly but that evening she and masi told me everything from beginning and how they all are proud of me that i have studied hard even when her in-laws ( my grandparents) were causing fights and got this high salary job

as usual they used to do whenever they gather masa would come in early morning to her and this time they all were more happy that they don't have to hide it from me, and i really felt trustworthy of it because they would talk a lot about house chores, shopping, even our financial situation and stuiff so its like managing the whole house you know even when they are kissing

so during those early morning times masa stays with us in our room and then mostly talks and kisses hugggin her and cuddling in fact after me knowing all these mummy would keep me with her so I would just hug her from neck and be sleepy or hear what they talk they talk about me as well and stuff, 

then mama keeps , and masi manages all these and he mostly kisses her on legs and if required or if they are in the flow he would undress her too and then papa comes and we mostly lay like this till lunch time, till masi and mami manages to do all the house chores and manage everything so well

 I do talk to masi more about my job related work stress and everything and she manages me so well too so I can be open about telling such things, like I do tell her how mama was kissing mummy or how masa or papa wask issing her but its just that its just between us nothing like making it to take advantage

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