Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I’m a higher school senior girl. I do give tuition for some junior students bcz i love to help them, and it’s fun to earn some money on my own. I’m the only girl, and i have 4 brothers. Since my mom is busy with her career, i had to manage housework. I never take it as a burden bcz i HAD to do those every day. My dad rarely gave us a gift or treat. Nor he never gave me money to buy anything if i never asked. I want to go shopping too. I want to buy pretty things that other girls have. But i always have to tell the name and everything to my dad and ask him to buy it for me. He will say those things are unnecessary. Ughhh, it hurts. Since my brother’s are “boys,” they can’t do anything on their own. Can’t even put a scoop of rice to the plate. I had to fill their water glasses, too. And tonight, my dad said we gonna go eat out tonight. I was so excited cz it’s so new to our family. But when they all went and left me behind, i was thinking, okay… maybe he wants to spend some time with boys. So i was okay with it. But when they returned, my younger brother asked why u didn’t go with us. and my dad said, " Oh, we forgot about you." Dad plz don’t do this every time. I’m so sad right now 😣😣