Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I’m 26 now… I never told my love story to anyone, so thought to vent it out here…

I still remember the day I first met her…

It was my first day in 1st grade/std… We were 6 years old… I was a late admission to school, so I was made to sit near black board…
And, there she was in the first bench, sitting straight to me…Oh god, she was an angel… Then, I did the first wish of my life (as long as I could remember)…
“Please God, make me sit next to her”… And, guess what! It happened… Till today, that was the only wish, I could remember, that has come true…
We become close friends… I don’t know what her feelings were towards me, but I was damn sure that mine was LOVE !!!

It was the weirdest time of my life; was really scared about the whole situation. I thought I was doing a huge sin and was afraid that my mom might kill me for this…

I hid my love… Years passed…

Till 3rd grade/std, we were close friends… Then, in 4th grade/std, boys and girls were made to sit seperate, and from then, we slowly stopped talking…

We both were introverts as we grew… I hardly made friends even among boys and never happened to have a girl as a friend, and vice versa for her…

Then in 8th grade/std, we changed school… That’s all… I never saw her after that…

My life took a different turn after that… A lot had happened…
Today, I don’t have a family… All alone… And, not much wealth… A total zero… Despite, I have a huge dream… A dream that someone like should not even think about…
So… I can never confess my love to her…

I haven’t got into any relationship till today… Not even had a girl as a friend… Did try, but it turns out I cannot love anyone else besides her…
She’ll be in my memory forever…

I do have a picture of her from school group photo. At times, I see that… It makes me feel nostalgic…