Im 20 and still don't no how to drive, I wanna learn but no 1 is willing to teach me to drive a 2 wheeler, everyone is interested in 4 wheelers. Thy just keep asking "how come your family doesn't have a 2 wheeler" and stuff I'm just fed up of answering. Yaa my family doesn't own a vehicle nor do anyone know to drive, but I wanna do it ,how difficult it is to teach some one like me😑. Even I asked my friends due to covid no 1 is willing. 

Stress

I just want someone to hug me and take all my pain and misery away

Depression

How do some of you deal with your aniexty? I've been having so much aniexty today. My mind tends to run real wild which creates all these emotions and I can't stop it. Like I'm trying to calm it down........even going in public makes me feel awkward and kinda nervous.....

Anxiety

It's not justifiable when a man physically abuses and says that he had a bad day everytime. It spoils the mental health of everyone at home. 

Domestic Abuse

Anybody can answer a question?

Y are males more agressive, frustrated and violent than females 

Any guesses ?

Mental Wellbeing

Aaj mere papa ne mujhe kutiya bola aur mujhe boht bura lag raha hai. I cry everyday due to my family issue now. I don't get the respect I want, I don't get treated equally as my brother, and if I say something or point it out, I am the one who always gets targeted for all the wrong reasons. They know when I cry, but no-one comes and asks what's wrong, what am I feeling. This all is becoming really toxic, I don't know how long can I take this. I fear my health will decline du to so much anger sadness and stress everyday. It doesn't change. I tried, I tried a lot, thinking things will get better, I feel now that I was a fool to think that I can ever change this man, or my mother, or my brother. It has always been like this. I used to think, I am the villain, they made me believe it for everything, but no, I don't believe that now, O have started to see thigs clearly. Just that this all is very overwhelming and i am very close to losing it and doing something wrong because of the anger issues I have inherited.

Is this the way any daughter should be treated, please tell me. Till I am agreeing to all of them, not saying my mind, not contradicting anything, do not have a life, do as they say, I am the best child. But, if i want to keep my point, I become a victim to all this emotional torture and I am all alone.


I never feel the warmth or love that a family gives, the emotional support elder daughter gets. I see it in movies and just wonder how loving they all are, no drama, only the family support they talk about, but here, they have all always been so absent to me. I can't write more, I am very heartbroken and having a serious panic attack, I can't stop crying, idk what to do, i fear i will get mad one day.

Family

I was supposed to quit smoking today. It's hardest thing. I smoked one first thing in the morning and then one after my office meeting. If I don't smoke, I have trouble focusing on work. All I'm thinking of is that cigarette. And then my mind is like, "okay, let's finish this pack and then we're done!"

I really want to put and end to this cycle. I tried a nicotine patch yesterday night, and they are nowhere nearly satisfying, but it's only day 1. Uff! The struggle is real. 😅

Don't wish me luck. Wish me self-control 😂

Addiction

I feel invisible.

Exhausted

Okay so. Let me vent. I feel so fucking happy tbh. Some background info, I never really let myself get distracted by guys or like get distracted by catching feelings for them. I had a crush for two years what was an exception, because it just made going to school more fun. I never talked to him. I am a junior, he is a senior. This week seniors had their very last most important oral exams and if they allow it, younger students can come and see what it looks like. I texted one guy (his friend actually) and he allowed me to come. We never talked before even tho we saw eachother in hall pretty often. Yesterday I talked to him for the first time. And I think I caught feelings. All that only because he gave me his full attention while talking and because he has blue hypnotic eyes. Today I will meet him in school again and I honestly hope we will talk again. I have been nervous the whole morning tho, yk, feeling butterflies and shit. I never allow myself to feel something like this, but I was like, yk what, fuck it, he is leaving in two days anyways, so I can let myself be all crazy over a boy for once. But now I kinda understand why I never let myself feel like this, cause the butterflies in my stomach? It's so intense that it's painful 💀 but his smile. And like face structure is so pretty. He is one of these very handsome and attractive men. Like I am so fucked up honestly 

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