i'm 19 years old and i feel like i'm running out of time to reach my dreams.

Thank you so much for your advice and believing in me  😊 God bless!

Thank you so much for your advice and for sharing to me your experience, God bless!😊

No you’re not. I need you take a deep breath and relax.

Take one day at a time. Don’t be so hard yourself. You deserve more than that. You deserve to give yourself love, attention and care.

You will achieve your dreams at the right time. 

Keep dreaming and loving yourself.

I believe in you.

I am above 25..
I sometimes I feel the same .
And i feel 19 was better...I had so much time.
, i might get the same feelings 5 years later, 10 years later and will always feel past was better .. Lessons learnt : Better not to worry about time, future.. Just  live in present .

This kind of brings  me relief and I feel I have enough time now . 
. Trust me you have enough time and so do I and so does every body in this world .😀
Relax 
Live in moment 😀
Cheers  

Depression

You deserve someone who is scared to lose you from their life, not someone who thinks that your existence means very little ❤️

Breakup

I am in a relationship with thing person who is likely much to care less about me. No doubt she loves me alot however if i am not okay mentally or upset or angry due to some other situations she also starts behaving weird and will Stop talking nicely and Only reply what i say. At this time that emotional Support Which i need we are lacking this. She is Like I am not that kind of person who understands everything and all.  I dont know what should i do.

Relationships

Hello everyone, I have a good News, big one

Personal Win

I only cherished one person in my life. Even loved very much.. that I wouldn't be able to love anyone else like that. And I know this from the deep down in my heart. Cuz some people just stay in your heart but not in your life forever. ☺️I love myself to keep moving on ✨. The power of letting go someone does really makes you alone but time heals everything. And I felt that it is true..

Affirmations

For the last few days my body confidence has been negative and I just feel disgusted when I look myself in the mirror. I'm a little overweight and I accept the way my body is rn but some days are just pure torture on me. It's not like hate myself or anything, it's that, that I know I'm better than this and I wanna do something for myself....but everytime I plan to start working out or try eating clean i fail. I always come up with some excuse to binge eat or not to workout. I have lost the sense of discipline and I wanna gain that back soo bad! 
I'm not trying to be that slim trim gal, just don't wanna hate myself everytime I go out or look in a mirror. They say persistence is the key, then I'm very sure that I didn't even locked my patience door, it just ran out real quick and it ain't coming back :) 
Any tips to lose weight and be disciplined!? 

Body Positivity

I am in grade 10th and my boards are in a month, i really want to study but for some reason i just can't, i am really scared because in my pre boards i did not get a good result, i have always been a good student, i never got 90%and stuff, but i was never below 80% but in this last pre board i got a 45%. And since then, i am extremely scared, these are considered the most important exams of one's life, even tho i know it is not true, and that the marks i score in 10th wouldn't matter in the long run, i am scared about what my parents will say. Ever since the last exams, my mother has been nagging me about my marks in every single conversation, if i'm eating she'll be like-"it's okay that you're eating, but plz score good marks",  if i'm talking to her about something funny that happened, she goes- " this is all you do, why don't you ever study." But i do study, i try atleast, i am trying and i know i am studying, but now i'm doubting myself. I told her about how i felt about her constant nagging about a week ago, and she started crying and saying stuff like- " what i say is for your own good, we do so much for u all we are asking for are good results in your exams. If u have a problem with it,i won't even say anything to you." And the thing is, this constant nagging and parents abusing their children physically is so normalised here, that whenever i tell someone about how wrong it is they say- " it's normal everyone's parents do that, it's no big deal. Every one does that." But, if everyone does something, it doesn't make it appropriate right? Also i wanted to persue journalism, but when i told people about it, they said, i don't have the skills required. Things like- " u need connections to become a journalist, but you are socially awkward and you don't even talk to anyone." And it is true i avoid talking to people, cause if i do, they'll start making jokes about my body. I am fat u see, and everyone comments on that, which bothers me. The one time that i did stand up for myself, people shut me up saying things like- " bodypositivity won't unclog those arteries". And much more. Even my mom has said some very mean things about this, she has called me elephant and stuff, that too in front of people. I just don't know what to do. And i am trying to lose weight, but it is not easy, but people just can't understand that. I have a lot to study but i am not able to, i had thought about pursueing journalism, but now i'm unsure, i just don't know what to do. I am trying to study, but idk it's just something i can't do right now. I'm extremly scared, what if i score bad marks, my mom is going to be extremely dissapointed, I love her, i really do, but this constant nagging about marks my weight is really getting to my head now. Also, there was this family friend, their daughter commited sucide because of her marks in thr board exams. She was always a good student straight A's all her life, but in the 12th standard she got less marks, and commited sucide. This has been scaring me for a very long time now, and when i talked to my mom about it, and hoe many children kill themselves after exams, and how it is scaring me, she said that i was trying to blackmail her by saying that i will commit sucide if she keeps nagging me. That was definetly not what i was doing, i was scared, i trusted her, and i just wanted to talk to her about my feeling, and what is scaring me right now,but she thinks i'm trying to blackmail her by saying i'll commit sucide if she keeps nagging me and i don't get good marks. She even told my tacher about it. She said the word blackmail too. I just don't know what to do. What if i do not get good marks, i know i am not weak,i know i will never kill myself based on some stupid report card which won't even matter in 5 five years, but what if. 

Obesity

I feel worthless. My dad yelled at me for looking at my phone for 5 minutes I didn't even get to look at my phone the full day because of it. He even ruined my childhood. when I was little kid I used to think it was normal to dad's to slap their kids whenever they want to but I didn't know it was that wrong for a father figure to slap their child. I hate him ,I even tought of suiciding after he called me worthless.now I am used to it i don't talk to him much I refuse to talk to him. He thinks that just apologising makes it okay to do it again. I don't understand why he is like this.(I don't have anyone to vent so I am venting here if you hate this kind of stuff I'm sorry)

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