I’m 17 and never been in a relationship. I guess you can say that some because I’m an awkward person, and an introvert. I don’t talk to a lot of guys but the ones that I have talked to and believe don’t that in can develop into something more or even into a friendship but never does. And I’m left feeling sad and undesirable each time and it really hurts and I often find my eyes feeling with tears. What am I missing that others have? Is there something wrong with me that no one wants to be close to me. I’m generally a cheerful person and I prefer to see the positive side ofor things and that often makes me appear to others as childish and naive. I hide my pain behind a convincing smile, no one’s able to tell sometimes I’m glad about it. But sometimes I feel all alone. Adding to the fact that I barely have any friends and my best friend does not go to the same school that I do. We barely see each other and I feel like I’m dragging her down. Not to mention she has tons and thousands of friends to rely on. We’re LITERAL opposites and I have a heavy weight of loneliness, sadness and lack of belonging on my shoulders.