I'll never let anything or anyone distract me from my career. I'm not too sure of what I want to do ahead in life but I don't want anyone to be my weakness here. 

Work

I don't know what to feel now. I'm confused. I may seem like a player but I really don't know who I have true feelings for. I am having good feelings for 4 guys simultaneously but whenever I think about it, idk who I exactly have feelings for. All 4 of them are so nice and caring to me and I am a lost sheep. Anyone had similar experiences?

Relationships

i'm not feeling good because i'm in a state where i'm completely alone
my mental health is on edge
i'm afraid of making commitments 


Crush

Whom do you trust most after yourself? 
Why? 

3am Thoughts

hey guys!

i need your advice. all opinion and advice are welcome. so i been in long distance relationship with this guy for 4 years. Because of pandemic, our first meeting was cancel until this year. he lives in the state, so he can fly everywhere easily with his American passport. otherwise, my passport is weak and suck (can't go anywhere unless around southeast Asia). then, we supposed to meet this july 21. we already booked everything. suddenly, a week before he fly here his dad begged him to cancel his trip to meet me (fyi, our parents knew we're in relationship). he said, "too dangerous to meet online people in foreign country. i also don't have summer vacation, so if something bad happen i can't easily help you out". at the end, he canceled his trip to see me for the first time. we are still sad, mad, and confused at the same time now. he still begged me to wait him until december or next summer. but i thought he will use another excuse to me if he cant deal with his own parents. so i kept saying better we break up. 

am i do the right thing? am i too evil? what should i do? huhuhuh

I’m wishing to talk to a professional therapist

Anxiety

I feel like killing myself.

My online friend, more like a sister, is going somewhere else. I want to gift her something virtually, but nothing is coming to my mind. She is a devotee. Any gift suggestions?😅

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