If you're tired, then leave. Don't make things complicated 'coz I'm not a foøl.

Breakup

OK, so I just got back from an event and having dinner. However, while I was at the event, I thought I heard Meredith‘s voice. I looked all around with my head. Just imagine how I felt. ￼

Depression

Kaise aakaash mein surakh nahi ho sakta, 
Ek patthar toh tabiyat se uchaalo yaaron

3am Thoughts

Is it me or everyone, that feels threatened by time. While feeling that I have to fight it, yet i happen to surrender to it. Getting lost in memories to an extent that the line between past and present blurs, and I constantly drift away into a world of my own. The more I heal, the more isolated I become from the society and a time comes when it feels like it's only me, myself and I, nobody else...

Adulting

Heyyy!!! I am ssoooooo damnnnn bored 🥱

Acquaintance

I hope I don't end up inviting another monster into life 

So I had been indulging in self-harm for the last 9 years, I had stopped last 2 years back when I started dating someone.4 months back that person broke up out of the blue, My insecurities were brought out, my entrance exam results came out and everything just piled on where I pushed myself into self-harm. As it was 4 days after the break up I was still close to that person and when she asked me to send the self-harm pictures I did. After 4 days I come to know the pictures were leaked in my class group, my friends stopped talking to me as I was boycotted because they chose her in every situation knowing she was wrong. After 2 weeks she claimed she wanted to break up from the last 6 months. In short, I really loved this person but never got closure from her and here I am finding ways to let go of her but am not able to because I have so many questions. She says sorry also so casually which makes me so angry and triggers me more. What should I do to achieve some closure?
*Have stopped harming myself 2 months back 

I am addicted to consuming content and it is stopping me from moving forward or growing up from last 2 years.... almost any kind of content...i  feel so sad about myself and my life when i leave my phone and do something else....i feel hopeless sometimes.....it feels like i have got no real friends, i don't even know how to make friends....i am 21 now... it's hard believe me..... sometimes i simply cry for no reason.....just feeling bad about me.... I don't have anything to offer to anyone.....i am useless

Addiction

They are hella toxic still I have to think of them... Argh
Do they even onow I am alive just for them but ofc not coz of them 
They are the reason of my emotional and mental disturbances and still I have to fight the anxiety and depression alone living with them  idk now how to handle this ... I hope someday this race intensify so much one day that I get the courage to leave this house finally and make a step 

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