If you're someone who lives alone in hostel/pg & going through some  mental health issues... Seek out for help, don't take much time...
Just saying from my past experience.

3am Thoughts

I don't know how to express or to write what I feel but I'm drained, I'm tired, I'm in a situation where I'm questioning my worth and should I continue living?? I don't know I'm so tired of waking up every single day continuing this boring depressing cycle of my life. :(

Depression

I feel so distracted, preoccupied, and useless (?). 
It seems like there's something I have to do which I should know already but for some reasons I can't do it because I don't feel like doing it.
I... Just... Can't... Don't... Want... To...
Because I want to stay this way...

Is there an actual word for it? 

It would be better for the world if I didn't exist.. I'm a disappointment to everyone... I find it so hard to believe in myself.. I have no reason to.. and others don't either too..

Exhausted

Okay- I’m back- it’s been a while

So Me and K are really awkward, right? Sooo… I’ve been trying to open up to her but it’s getting hard cause of the stuff we text each other- like I get really nervous and my heart starts beating really fast even when she just looks at me for a second of stands next to me

and I think she’s less awkward than I am now-

**1) Can y’all tell me how to be less awkward-?**

So… her sister found out about us… because she read K’s diary… and her sister is homophobic… *Wow… isn’t that just amazing.*

So K’s been deleting all our “flirty” texts so that her sister doesn’t see them
her sister’s also threatened her that she will tell K’s parents if K doesn’t stop have feelings for me

I don’t know what to do. **Any suggestions?**

Speaking of homophobia

my brother and mom are for sure not homophobic because we we’re watching a series together in which two guys kissed and i think they’re a ship so i think I can tell my whole family including my dad that I’m bisexual

But the questions is **When should I?**

Relationships

Can someone tell me how to make posts and turn Now&Me in dark mode in android mobiles? Can't figure this out.

Confusion

Me and my fiancé is into living relationships. However, it’s been 2 months we came to our own native place and since then he hardly talk to me on call. If someone his family around he don’t talk. He don’t reply to my love greeting such as if I say love you. He will not response back, even if I miss someday, and if I say him missing you. He never reply back. He will be simply say gn after that. Being frustrated due to work from home and now these relationships glitch, recently I realised

Which face should i wear
Tell me what you expect
I'll be a shadow of your mind
Mirror your heart exact

I'm becoming a pile of mess
Mind me, not a beautiful one of it
Throw me and pick me up again
See, how deep my roots sit

I shall never not try
Or what else would i have to be told
Other then misery, mockery and mystery
Nothing different does my soul behold


LGBTQ

THE CHAOS OF STARS 
By KIERSTEN WHITE

"And I'd choose you; in a hundred lifetimes,

in any version of reality, I'd find you and

in a hundred worlds, I'd choose you."

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts