If your girl ain't your number one fan, its almost like you 're single.

Being your number one fan mean that nobody wants to see you win more than she does, nobody wants to support you winning more than she does, nobody wants to see you achieve great things more than she does

Azad Khan

INFINITY 

Relationships

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried.

Breakup

i want to text my ex make it stop 

My step mom found out about my insomnia…why do I find it funny that this isn’t my first time dealing with insomnia

Family

I want to stay, but there is no home. 

3am Thoughts

Who got hopes for this Valentine’s Day?

Crush

Do men really dont understand hints dropped by a women or they just act like they dont understand

Confusion

At this point, I am going through lots of negative events, but I will write this blog in complete postivity by contrast as a challenge for me. All written below is completely true, with just limelight required. 

Alright, so I am feeling joyful, happy from inside at present. I am confident of my abilities. I am trustfully surrendered to God's plan as I have assurity that whatever is happening is the part of God's plan of goodness for every human being and a part of our entertainment to avoid monotonous tone. I can survive with happiness anywhere anyhow. Ajd I am sure about that. I deserve something extraordinary, and that extraordinary is in creation yet. Sitting somewhere struggling to become deserving of me. And whatever thoughts and plans I am given in day-to-day, they are meant to make me deserving for that special person. Construction is going on upon me to develop by 360° as I am still only 22 so there is a lot to work upon yet, how can I be perfect now only. There is always space to become better to deserve better. I have learnt that I need not to be excited about good or depressed about bad news as everything is temporary. What is coming, has to go but the reaction part would be permanent so I am mindful of that now ki how do I respond to each and every activity taking place in my life and surroundings. 

I am at peace, calm, cool manner despite twists in life. I am interested in observing what's happening and how, Why and till when. Today I realized practically how positive speakers inside us give a major boost in happiness, energy, recovery, positivity, optimism, satisfaction, calmness, trust, confidence & productivity. This mantra is absolutely perfect - whenever a negative critic arises its head, say "shut up, cancel abandon" at the same second and speak positively about the situation based on knowledge acquired. And it will recover you immediately from the bad news. Even nothing is bad or good. It's all about our perceptions towards that. So, I have already fixed my perceptions so no worries to face future events. I am ready and curious to face what's coming. Just my process will be always to observe only and never react. Bcz things get complicated and deteriorate by indulging in instead of becoming better. So, life is perfect if you only observe it. and calmly keep on doing what you have decided irrespective of what's newness is popping up. And yet Let it come without distracting you from your current actions with its curiosity of luck opportunity. 

I am completely clear about what I am, what I need from life, what I have already and in real terms that is all what I need. I am enough already. Now just developing to pass life constructively. 


Compassion

I've been in a relationship for almost 5 years and have dealt with uneasy feelings of regret, heartache and just pure mental anguish

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