If you want to be respected by your family, 

go against their wishes and bet all into your huge throbbing vision. 

Your family wants what’s safest for you. 

And what’s safe for you is never what’s best for you. 

myra

INFINITY 

You only say what you think looking at the star. But it is not what you see. Period. 

Are u out of your mind, why are you spamming 

You are engulfed in self-righteousness, period.

Family

Is it normal to feel emotionally detached from my family especially my parents eventhough they are nice?

3am Thoughts

Idk what the f#ck is going on 
I'm feeling so much Anger in me 
My day was so bad 
🤬🤬Idk what to do 
And my family aahhh they really make me mad everytime and the situation is like i have to do it 

How to shut the relatives mouth 😂

Anxiety

toxic family anyone?

I am embarrassed.


I'm embarrassed to tell people that I am close to that I don't want them to come into your home to visit me, because I'm sometimes too.mad at you to fake the funk.


I am embarrassed to tell people that sometimes when we argue you tell me to get out of your house. I am embarrassed to tell people that when I try to help you, it is only appreciated if you feel like appreciating the act. If you are in a mood and I am trying to do things for you and or for your house, you tell me you don't need me to do anything for you, but yet you ask me to do things for you very often.


I am embarrassed that I have to lie to my friends and family about where you are during events, because you either don't want to go, just because of an argument, or I am scared to ask you, to not be disappointed. This happens so much that couples that we used to hang out with no longer ask me if you are available for events.

I am embarrassed that say you dont give a fuck about my family, my friends, or even your own siblings and what they think, just because you're mad....and it is such a shame because you say these things in anger, but yet I totally believe your words.


I am embarrassed that you'd rather dismiss my feelings because I am upset, yelling, or disagreeing and it's better to ignore me.


I am embarrassed that I stayed in a relationship that has turned into this, because I am not surprised.


I am embarrassed that I allowed this.

I am embarrassed that I didn't stop this.


I am embarrassed.



Life

it is so difficult to accept that about your family that they can be backwards in their thinking or like they can be wrong or still has some old school ideas even when you act like you are so modern. my parents still prefer "son" and boy , and they don't say it directly but in small small things it is pretty clear that they choose my brother and not me. they dont see us as equals. 

Relationships

i dont want to live anymore i dont deserve these family i dont deserve to suffer i dont deserve to get bullied the only reason i was living because of my mom now she is dead i wish i was tough but im not

Suicidal Ideation

My family has a problem with people pleasing. They please and keep everything in heart. And suddenly they bring it out. 

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