If you notice, the people who often end up alone are those who love too much, care too much and are too gentle and kind
- Keanu Reeves 

3am Thoughts

Why im not able to talk negative comments, and not taking if someone tells me something.
Im not used to before, im getting angry on them, if some one tell me any work.
Im hating my room mates im not able to understand their thinking, they are selfish.

Teenagers

This app is giving me Twitter vibes but not in a bad way

Super lonely .. 

FOMO

Please help I need help I am very dissatisfied from life

Dreams

Gonna report all this dating stuffs here jab tak mai hu 😇 
Ghar basana hai matrimony tind3r me jao... 

Other

Hey! 
I'm from a middle class family where family is everything but I just hate being with them 
My mom continuously remind me that I'm of no worth like saying I had a choice to kill you when you were born or when my dog was not talking to me she said see even dogs don't want to talk to you a Hindi word manhus that means a person who brings bad luck .
My both parents works and their is almost no body to be near me I was left with a nanny from the time I was 3 months old and after I came in class 1st I started being alone in the home. I almost never experienced love in my life 
My father have a anger issue he is present with me but not present with me at the some time I remember when I was of 9-10 . I was taking a bath and my sister was getting a beating in the room and I heard a loud sound and after I got out I was also beaten and at that time I had my head bleeding and till this date when Im 16 I have a fear to go to the washroom . 
Apparently my mom have a problem and she see herself as a victim every time 
When I was bleeding she started crying and my father started getting more angry and beat me even more.
Now resently when school opened the school didn't provided a bus and my home is very further away of the school so my mom used to drop and pick me so she was so frustrated that she used to scream all the way home . She got me into a van where I was the only person to go and driver of that van sexual abused me by word and at the last day of my exam he brought holi colors I couldn't say no cause he opened the package of that color when he was done touching my face and neck in the name of Holi he said open your first botten and I was numb at that time when I laughed and changed the topic he said I need your photo click it for me when I also changed that topic he said call me whenever you're lonely and think me as your boyfriend only I couldn't say anything to mom as she would start blaming me for all that I'm yet trying to forget what happened but I think I won't be able to cause mom said I'll be going in that van cause it's less expensive than bus 
What should I do


Domestic Abuse

In this practical cool modern era

I feel am not fit to love someone or to be loved by someone because am totally opposite of the trend 

*I don't 🍻 or sm 0 ke 
*I never dated someone in real life
*Had only 1 relationship which was totally a long distance relationship
*Have  Old school thinking


Demands or wish
*Loyal
*Caring
*Genuine
*Emotional


What doesn't matter to me
*Caste
* Height
*Weight
* Any materialistic factors
*outer beauty

From love I mean someone who can love truly purely genuine and who will take it to marriage

Is it too much to expect in this era of cool people

Am I not fit to love because of being emotional 


Am so emotional that I just want one single special soul for my life.

Slowly slowly am losing hope of getting one , feeling so lonely and exhausted in the process of finding one special person for life

Everyone just comes, and then disappear by making some excuses, tired of this play which people do in name of love












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