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Misunderstanding

personality be like I dont fuc*ing care
anxiety - I DO !

Anxiety

Sometimes you feel so unwanted in life of someone who is very special for you. You try again and again to save bonds but everytime you feel you loosed some part of your . You can't explain it to anyone but you have lot to say but other person is not interested in hearing.

3am Thoughts

there is a guy i like 
he is my besties brother 
we are the same age 
i told my bestie that i like him so that she does not feel that i’m using her 
and she is fine with it but she told me that he won’t like me when i asked her if he will 
what should i do?

Crush

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What do you fo when you feel exhausted.. not physically..mentally...when you want to sleep and never open your eyes again..because it is easier to just be dead than to do live another day..when everyone says that it will get better ...but it doesn't ...it just gets harder and harder everyday.. and you are overwhelmed with your own head..your own thoughts . and you just want everything to stop.. your breathing..your efforts.. 

Exhausted

I have extremely toxic friends. Like in my hardest times they were nowhere to be seen. Though i supported them wholeheartedly Even in their small issues. 
I have been through huge losses in 2021.
They never ask how i am doing. First of all they never try to make a convo and when they do its all about them, their life, their relationships, their happiness. But whenever any minor inconvenience happens , they come running to me.
If i try to distance myself, they start behaving as im the bad person and they are genuinely caring. They randomly show up at my house , to show the fake affection.
Then tell my family, she behaves rudely with us, doesn't talk to us, avoids us.
Make me the villain and show themselves as the victim.
I really don't understand this. Its not that i haven't tried to talk, it was tough but i kept my anger aside and tried to make them understand it logically. That i do get hurt when they ignore me and behave as if nothing has happened.
And one of them is extremely extremely toxic like she ignored me from past 3 years for his bf or his new friends. She had time for others but not me. Then again i can't just pretend carelessly like them.
Then she broke up, i was there for her. She said that she has realised her mistake and won't do it again.
She understands the value of me n my love for her. But no she never meant any single word. She just said that and her actions speak otherwise. Something comes up whenever she had to meet me.
And cancels the plan or leave early. Even when we meet once in 2-3 months.

I can't leave them but they don't understand anything.
I just had them as friends and genuinely love them but they keep hurting me again n again. I am lonely af its painful.  Our friendship is of more than 10 years.




Friends

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