If you have ever watched Vampire Diaries you would understand when i say i wish i could turn my humanity off. I want to stop feeling so much. 

I just feel a lot like everything bothers me sometimes, like if i sense a change in someone’s mood it bothers me bc my first thing i think is i did something wrong. Ig all im saying is i feel like i have have more emotions than those around me and idk how to deal with them bc i feel like nobody is here to help me. 

3am Thoughts

I need to make a confession but l feel like I will scare people off 

Hello,!!!!

Hum ladke ese kyu hote h bhai 🏵️🌻💮🪴

The humour less facade is growing tiresome .

Depression

Thye lied to me. They lied to me . They simply lied. They foruced me to go to college saying it's easy, saying I will only learn a little. Intesd it was a shock, firstly I am not learning the mejor I want, secondly I cant just drop out they controling every move of mine. Not only that, the college its self is stupid? I am not math mejor why learning math alll over again.Why learning languge all over again. There is no freedom there their eyes like guns shots and their mouths only speaks their own ideas their ears are not even working. I wanna - simply I dont have control I dont have a voise to speak up. They wanna throw me , they dont care , they dont give a slight of -. Saying I am bad at everything, crashing my dreams, saying my ideas are all wrong. Am i not normal, am I not human being , I don't wanna contuine even if it was just the first day, its bad, its not my place, its not comfy, i even blackout and nobody gave a --. I want to drop out, i want to run away from this fami that dont hear a buzz, I want to eat what I want without feeling gulity or bad for eating it, I want to learn what I want, I want to chose by my own why is it so hard when u say it so simply . Rommate are --- they very open and think I am anoyying. I wanna stop the college thing it may slove half of my problems. Nobody hears and I can't make a move because I am stupid fool. They all lies and the lies only gets bigger, I hate that life style its ugly its awful and it may kill me anytime. Whare are the ears of the humans I cant seee it anywhare. They keep saying why I am shy while I am fighting me by me. It cant get worse can it. Can everyone keep their comments for their self, becuase what will they gain by saying it. I wanna -, they lied  it was a lie all along.its long a go and always a lie. I wanna stop beliving because there is no point, I may ruin it more if i fail but it will be happy to be kicked out but sad. This is anoyying, even me. There is no wend to lead me, there is no sucha thing as go with life. I wanna stop go with life thing becuase I need time but time dont wait for no one. So its nither me being killed because i got kick out or me being killed by me. Its both awful and none are peacful ending but there no 3rd option

Self Harm

Does anyone feel we are going to be in an apocalyptic world soon, going as how things are going?

Other

Would anyone like to talk?

Anyone lost a loved one....it's quite unbearable to see this in such a large scale has changed me forever.......

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