If you feel like you’re not happy in a situation that’s romantic in nature, end it. Not knowing is also a form of knowing. 

Right. Dragging the failed relationships leads to bigger heartbreaks. 

Is it easy ending something that you've been rooting on for a long, long time? 

Relationships

Feeling like absolute trash right now. I'm so replaceable and I'm so sick of it. I try my best to do the right thing. Help everyone. Be there for everyone. But when it comes down to it. I don't think i have anyone who is there for me. I'm all alone. I'm just so lonely. 
The cutter is calling out. I'm trying my fucking best to stay the fuck away. But I'm not sure how long i can. Feeling like absolute trash. I'm so  tired.

Depression

When I was obese, a year back, I had very high BP, 180/100. It was all because of excess weight. I was super scared, and I wanted to lose weight. Since then I've lost 11 kgs, and my BP is normal. I hope it stays this way

Physical Health

I feel like I am not ready for a relationship but I'm already in one..Now I love him but at the same feel like our relationship is no going to workout in the future cuz we have to struggle if we want approval of our parents which is no easy task for both of us and I feel like he will breakup cause he cares a lot about the people talks and they will talk about us and he really become sensitive when it comes to society..I know it's important to fit in society but...If we just have to struggle to fit in then it will take forever for us to fit in..Some time think we should have leave it because we were good friend What should I do??? 

Happy weekend guys 

Music

"I'm fricking useless. I don't have a mental disorder and I'm sad without a reason every fudging night. I'm desperate to fall in love, but I'm scared to. I sometimes want to die, but I'm scared of pain. I want to lose weight, but I'm back to eating sweets because of stress. I hate my skin, but I forget to use those creams to heal it. I forget to be sad at day so why am I always sad at night? Other people think I'm just a kid so why am I dealing with these emotions? I wanna tell it to someone, but I don't want them to be worried about me. "I'll be fine" is what I want to believe, but I only see things in the mirror that make me cry. I want to lose weight, I want to be pretty, I want to get rid of my antenna, I want to be funny, I want to be charming...I want someone to love me...I should talk more, but If I would I think I might make people worry. I want to get therapy, but I don't need it. I know it. I'm perfectly fine and yet I'm not. But other people have it worse so I shouldn't complain. I should be happy I'm alive and yet...why it's so hard to be happy?" This is from my diary. I've been thinking about this stuff a lot lately and I don't know if I should be concerned or is it just a phase?

Lonely

The world is about to end, everyone's about die,
But still I see the happiness in those beautiful eyes..

Quotes

I still wanna go back to him. As much as I try to lie to myself and say it's fine without him. As much as I distract myself. The only thing one my mind is him. everyday. every second. he might have been explosive and mean at times. still, i need him. I'm being put through counseling because it was a "big deal" and he was "an ab*sive/ bad person" but it wasn't and he isn't. I want him back 

They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as I'm missing you right now. I keep myself busy with the things I do, but every time I pause, I still think of you. 

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