If you don’t respect the lower class you don’t deserve to be at higher level . I believe lower class people are better and more intellectual : 
Kya hi hoga agar tum parcel waley ko juice offer karoge : kya hi hoga sweeper ko agar tum 100extra doge kya hi hoga petrol pump pe workers ko 10rs tip doge . 
More examples.  

Tbh i don’t suffer from anything atleast we can think for a while kitni musibat jelni padti hai in logu ko🥲. 

I always give it. Offer tips to restuarant guys and helping small fruit vendors, now that I am capable. 

3am Thoughts

Believing in god has to be the most powerful thing I have ever done
So yesterday I was wondering that I have not seen a rainbow in like years
And I said " oh god I when are you gonna show us the beautiful creation of your
I really wanna see the rainbow"
And here I'm it's raining again the sun is also out
Guess who's watching the rainbow today 

Gratitude

How do i make myself feel competent when   i can't do anything right. I keep trying and trying and trying and i still can't get things right

Education

So needed to put this out... I have a guy friend I work with who is married and i have never said anything or behaved in any way that would give him any sign that I'm interested.. 
I know his wife and even met his whole family and I have only looked at him as a good friend.. 

but he says weird things like let's hug or hold him tight whenever I have sat behind him on bike and not hold on to the seat of the bike... I brush it off by joking to not be weird.

But I'm really feeling uncomfortable with all this and I don't know why he is behaving this way... I feel disgusted 

We are in the same office and same team.. so it's even more awkward 



Anxiety

Hi peeps, 
Returning here after an year or so. Felt like talking. 
31+ | Female | Single 
In a situation where career seems undecided, marriage or rather companionship seems like a distant dream and nothing seems to be working out. Trying to talk to a few sensible guys but they just don’t keep up with the communication. 
I see a pattern. Guy sends request, I accept, we start talking but koi efforts hee nai hai. I mean message karengy and ghanton baad reply ayega. Conversation agey leke jana hee mushkil ho jata hai. Is it because today, all of us are spoilt by choice? Ki iss platform pe nai mila koi to chalo abhi aur apps pe dekhte hai— koi aur mil jaega. This is the reason we are not trying to communicate/ put efforts? 
Share your thoughts please.












Adulting

Lately I've been feeling empty. Sure, I do laugh at times cry without reason but this empty feeling lingers inside me? I can't find joy in things that I used to love to do.. Like drawing, reading and watching anime. And I started to hate myself for not doing anything, I can't keep up with my academic works or sleep schedules. Moreover, I'm annoyed that I'm being this hard on myself but how much I try I can't break from thia feeling of self hatred. I started to envy my friends who could love themselves as a piece of cake. I used to love myself too and I kind of still do but I can't really feel anything? And seeing them doing it with ease makes me feel bitter and I hate that I'm feeling like that when I'm supposed to be happy for them. I can't even look myself in the mirror for a little longer because of the self criticising voice. I'm aware of those thoughts and I know they are not helping me at all, but I'm losing my control over them. I really want to feel something nice for a while because I feel like my crappy attitude will spread to others and make them sad (which I don't want to). I talk to my friends and we are really close but I can't bring myself to talk about this to them, because it has nothing to do with them, I should be the one to deal with these thoughts, sure they could support me and help me but I don't know.. They got issues of their own, I don't want to be a burden to them.
I feel like I've been too emotional at times.. Like for today my friends teased me for something silly, I pretended to laugh and joke about it too with them because no one likes it when someone takes a joke too seriously right? But it still kinda hurt.. In a way? (I did tell this to my friend later and she was really sweet and nice to me, I'm thankful for that) but I still feel kinda humiliated? More like embarrassed? Idk.. I know I don't have much of  self respect or self love since my therapist already pointed that out in our last session😅 but I wanted to work on that.. But I feel more ashamed that I just stood there and did nothing for myself because I'm too much of a people pleaser. I hate that. And i know that hatred might spread to other and I really don't want to hate anyone. I  don't know where to begin , on working myself... I feel lost. 

Depression

I’m thinking of deleting this app .. I delete it soon 

Adoption

anyone from surat

And we postpone the invitable and it manages to tug the strings attached to our hearts 

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