if you are ever drunk and high and alone you should listen to void by idrrisi. trust me you'll have a great trip. :)

void is a song by artist idrrisi. go Spotify it if you want to.

Addiction

Just joined this platform and I don't know how am feeling since Monday. I don't feel to study, not hungry, constantly want to sleep and next week is my exam for which I haven't studied. Staying away from home(abroad) for really long and messed up thoughts because of a fuckboi living in the same building who is self-centered, narcissistic, and manipulative. If anyone has some good suggestions please share. Hope you all are well and healthy! Good day :)

Life

Midlife crisis ain't good🙌

So when your parents make you meet the boy for arrange marriage , what do I say to him unn 5 minute ki conversation me ki wo mujhe reject krde ?

3am Thoughts

Yesterday I went to the hotel with my mom's sister, my grandma, grandpa and my mom's bestfriend. So after the dinner my mom's sister, her bestfriend and I went to the bar and we got drunk, it was my first time drinking alcohol and I really enjoyed it, I even had a lot of fun and wasn't acting cringe for the first time. So today when coming back home I wanted to share my first time with my mom, I told her about every details about last night and I was very happy to share my enjoyment with her and she seemed interested about my first time and I told her to not tell her sister that I told her that she let me drink alcohol, I even closed the door so that we get some privacy. Later on my mom's sister came to share her day with my mom and suddenly my mom decided to tell her that I told her about last night and of course my mom's sister denied and I was so disappointed that I didn't replied when she was asking me if I told her, I had so much trust trust in my mom that I was so happy to share my first time with her and then she suddenly decided to told her by betraying my trust. I have no regrets at all, she betrayed me but for the first time in my life I wasn't worrying about everything, I was relaxed on the beach drinking my cocktails and just chilling until midnight and I will never regret my first time, she tried to ruin it but I'm so happy that I actually enjoyed something that it isn't working. I concluded on the fact that she's jealous that I enjoyed something for the first time, I was truly happy, laughing with people that wasn't judging me at that moment, she just lost my trust forever, can someone help me by giving me tips on how to keep everything private?

Jealous

Not a generalization.. But why do men have more physical attraction towards a women than they connect to them emotionally!!!. 
Lost faith on love!! Why do men only want my body. 

Mental Health

Nothing's new. 

It's heavy, I wish I could cry, pr it just isn't happening. Not strong enough to cry, Ik ek br rone s, most of the emotions would be sorted. I really want to, pr I can't. Weird, Ik. It is what it is. I can't help, maybe you can.

Anxiety

Why does everyone has to leave when you need them the most

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