If they say it is impossible
It is impossible for them not for you.
So, without thinking about them just work on your dreams and achieve it. 

Amazing Guy

Mahir Vadiya

Doesn't matter what they say possible or impossible...just work on your dream or work.

Stop fucking giving attention to them who not give a shit on our achievements. Just show the mirror to them that I do it, which u can't 

Success

Got a job offer. Though i have lied in my resume i had skills to prove those true. 
If everything goes well it would be a new start for me, will have to relocate and as someone who dislikes these kind of changes, this is going to be a big step for me getting out of my comfort zone..
Happy ,nervous and anxious at the same time. 
Hope everything goes well..
Awkwardddddd

Career

My grandparents live with me and they're super religious. My periods are going on and my grandmother and I were fighting because I touched the table the food was kept on. THE TABLE. NOT EVEN THE FOOD. I was like, "I don't believe in your religious bs and I am free to touch what I want" and to spite her I touched the food lol. Then she says how in her house we need to follow her rules and I said, " technically this isn't your house, it's my father's and I can do what I want" now no one is talking to me. I think it's pretty funny 😭😂

Period

If you like sticker fights, text me 😁

Happy

I feel suicidal again. Why am I so dumb? Honestly!

Self Harm

Guys! I really need your advice pls help me! After 3 long years I finally got a opportunity to go on a trip but I don't know how to convince my parents pls drop your suggestions! Thankyou... 

Travel

Jameen se dur jane ko dil karata hai... 
Ashman me ghar banane ko dil karata hai... 
Jish din tujhe koi or chhu leta hai.. 
Jish din tujhe koi or chhu leta hai na.. 
Sach me ush din jane ka dil karata hai... 

Life

I feel destroyed. I thought I'll be good atleast now after so long. I got into a relationship with a girl I liked when I was in my 12th. It was good the first 3 months all cute relationship stuff n shit. After that it started getting bad, but I loved her, she started getting emotionally, verbally and mentally abusive but would cry all the time in front of everyone and I would just go everyday completely depressed wishing I never woke up cus I was making her cry. I was not so good looking, very weak, poor (which 17 year old guy going to college would have pockets full of money without going to work) and I am a loner so never knew what it was like to have friends to share something. I would like spend time with her and knew a few people near my house so after college I'd spend time playing with them but she would call and I'd speak for a while but then tell her that I was doing something else and that I'd call her later. I too had a life and just because I got into a relationship doesn't mean that every second of my life was for her. We were in a relationship for more than a year and every day it was her crying in front of everyone and making me look like a bad guy n her friends too looking down on me and me letting her do that and once in a while she'd like coddle me with so much care and affection. Every week she'd fuck me up telling me she'll break up it's over between us n I'd keep apologizing. Unable to bear all this I'd run away. I mean who the fuck thought girls that if they don't fucking emotionally abuse the guy, it's not love. She also had a fucking excuse that her mother also would abuse her father the same way and he never left. So this went on for more than a year and every day she'd accuse me that I'll cheat on her, that I'd leave her, that I'm playing with her, and cry and everyone looking at me like I'm the bad guy. This all made me believe that I was and that I didn't deserve anything. Funny thing is that that girl after college got over and we joined different universities, bitxh broke up with me telling that her parents didn't want her to love snd that she'd feel guilty if she were to be in a relationship. I thought I deserved tht. During the relationship I'd hurt myself, cut myself, isolate myself, I distanced myself from what little life I had. I wish I had someone to talk man. I can't really type or tell anything. It's just my fault and I can't really tell how I feel and I haven't lived or talked or smiled or laughed or walked or sit or do anything the same way. After that relationship ended I told myself that I'd rather slit my throat open than like someone ever again. I drink every day smoke up. I popped unnecessary tablets i snorted lines I've cut myself more I've banged my head against the wall choked myself I've travelled talked to people meditated worked out ate healthy and i stilo can't fucking understand how the fuck could someone have been so cruel to me and at the same time manipulated everyone including me to believe that I was the bad guy. Everyday from the last 6 years I've woken up with hope thinking that today I'll be better and fuck hope fuck wish fuck everything. I don't wanna drug myself to death drink myself to death. I can't take anymore of crying in the bathroom and locking myself in the room and crying. I just can't take this anymore. I see this world and see nothing worth liking. Drugs and alcohol have been better to me than any human being I've met. I need help but I don't wanna look to drugs or alcohol again. I've done everything. I wanna laugh, smile, talk, have a conversation, like, something but I can't and don't want to feel this death when im living. 

Depression

I haven't seen my best friend for more than six months now. And its not due to covid. Its not that bad where I'm from so people can still go places in pairs but not in large gathering. And now I'm rambling. Sorry. Anyway we use to talk from time to time over whatsapp you know. We were always close even with the distance. I would just pop into her inbox and vice versa. But nowadays when I text her and she doesn't even open my messages. I could send like 5 text after the other and she still wont open it. Until I'm like "answer my messages" or "are you online", I did that today and she said "sorry I've been busy with school" and I was like "its fine I get it I've been busy too". I understand though, school just started again and we have to do it online which can be very hectic at times. But I mean you can at least spare me some time right? we have been best friend for 5 years. But then she doesn't open my message when I respond and I know she knows I've messaged her cause she's online most of the time. On her status she always puts her conversation with other people and is posting a lot of stuff like her going to the beach with her friends her hanging with her classmates and a bunch of other stuff. So I ask myself if she's busy how come she has time to talk to everyone else except me and put hundreds of status' . 
Her and I are complete opposite, she's always been an extrovert and I've always been an introvert and different even in other ways, but that has always worked for us. I'm not jealous that she has other friends, so do i and she's a social butterfly so that's expected.

I do have other friends and sometimes I feel like I don't fit in, so I have to force myself to 'cause I don't want to be the odd one out. And sometimes I feel so lonely and friendless, like no one really understands. I can't even remember the last time someone has asked how I'm doing.
Any Advice?
And I'm sorry if this is long and I'm rambling.


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