If the effects of being ugly were an iceberg, self-esteem issues would only be the tip. The worst part about being ugly is the treatment I receive from people.

Why do you think I don't have self respect? Because I admit the truth that I'm ugly? 

I'm not demeaning myself. I'm just accepting the truth. And my parents can tell me whatever they want, but that doesn't change the fact that they see me in the same way the rest of society does. 

Depression

I don't know why I have random waves of sadness, one moment I'm happy and the next I'm lost or completely hopeless. 
I really want this to end because it also affects the people around me. 



There is no one person who can accurately understand the other one. Still we are not different all are souls but what they are like that!? 

3am Thoughts

Na koi jeevan hai na saathi, kaha milega dono 😢

Anxiety

Its back again ! The monday blues are here to stay and idk what to do. I think sometimes I lack expression. A lot of thoughts are crossing my mind at this very moment. Anxiety is doing what it does. I know I am saying random things but I wish I could make more sense out of it and express it. So here I am spilling it anonymously on the net 

So hi again....here is a friend of mine...so he literally confessed to me..and he's the handsome popular guy of our college...he is giving me two days time to sort out my feelings..I only see him as my best guyfriend.. what should I do???...and the way he expressed his feelings it was too emotional...and I am confused like how can he love me..we literally fight everyday..and everyone sees is a couple...I don't know how should I sort this out??

How right it is to ignore your best friend after you have been in relationship ?
Like i know its their honeymon phase and all, but its been over a month that we haven't talked properly
Its like she has completely forgotten about my existence
Didnt even care for one single message or call
And when i call or text, it gets continuosly ignored
Today i asked her the reason and she said that her bf doesnt like me
And i replied just ok
But does this even make sense?
Should i tell her that its partly not right or should i ignore her and this topic?


Relationships

I've been on a downwards spiral these last three days. My confidence has been falling and I don't feel pretty anymore. I've always known that I wasn't beautiful and i made my peace with that a long time ago but these days i feel horrible about my appearance. I feel ugly.
I know that I'm not fat but I feel like am. I want to lose weight but I have no motivation to workout. 
My head is filled with these thoughts that won't leave. So I'm always stressed out thinking about them. I don't want to be 
I also feel super alone like I can't talk to any of my family or friends. I feel like they wouldn't understand. And I have always been afraid of opening up to people

Overthinking

I feel like a total failure and sometimes this feeling consumes me completely.
I left my job to prepare for a exam my friends and colleagues adviced me against me according to them I won't be able to secure good rank is such a short duration(4 months)but I thought I can do this and I couldn't resign sooner because I needed the money but it turns out they were right,even after all my hardship and dedication I couldn't get secure the rank which I needed to get what I wanted.And now here I m thinking about taking a drop just like everyone expected and I m hating everything about it.There are so many 'what if' going on my mind.

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