If only could someone or something distract me from all the things going on in my mind with out ruining my sad life.. Just for few minutes or an hour if i could be out of my surrounding situations and thoughts would it have been different? 

Anxiety

I’m tired of having to constantly take care/repeat myself when it comes to my sibling who won’t stop drinking alcohol and smoking weed. Already has other medical issues and taking part in these things only makes the medical issues worse but refuses to stop and get the help needed. Isn’t in school or working and has loser friends that are just as useless. If anyone has personally gone thru this or knows anyone please tell me what I can do to help and get them the help needed. I’m tired and I’ve tried everything I can think of 

Drug Abuse

I am currently pursuing my masters in California USA . My bf was also here with me he is a year senior to me so he graduate before me , he got job offer in New York so he went there it’s been a year now. While I was staying with group of people which include mine and his friends, I developed a strong feeling towards his close friend. He also confessed his feelings to me . For now I’m totally ignoring this but I can’t do it for long time.

Relationships

Casteism boils my blood . It is the most unnatural phenomenon on this planet. I feel hopeless. It has been there for centuries and i see no end. The government is casteist in itself. How can one expect eradication of the same as their responsibility.

Other

Mca or msc in cs? 


Confusion

People are created to be loved . Things are created to be used . The reason why the world is in Chaos , is because things are being loved and people are being used. 
       - John Green 

3am Thoughts

Sometimes even long relationships can break. No wonder how strong you have feeling for other person. But guess what don't let your sprit down.  Guys who ever are facing bad times in your relationship then don't worry. Just remember everything happens for a reason. Uou get what you deserve. God bless 


Self Love

Hey I am doing trading and recently I face hai huge loss on trading. And on that the I am facing a too much pressed on the situation and also i love a girl and she change his behaviour last few days she not talk to mee she goo on a trip with friends but not tell mee and I feel too much alone and and wee talk Daley and know a week ago wee not talk in a 24hr I always think about him 

I travelled yesterday morning, caught sleep in the flight n then 1-3 hrs during yesterday morning. However, thoda bahut fatigue toh ho hi jata hai. I had a hot shower post dinner..at night and was all prepared to pull an all nighter for some impending tasks and things to do. Had a triggering and disturbing fights with brother..that and whose after effects last for 1-1.5 hrs. Anyways..I was scrolling over good memories n texts on my phone to change my mood and put multiple alarma too across the night n early morning. But I fell asleep so deep...all the ringing alarms were vain.i feel a bit guilty for passing out, not being responsible enough when I has to pull an all nighter for work
.but telling myself..it's okay! 

Woke up now at 8.09..but still so sleepy n no condition to think creatively..will.guilt free, sleep for another 30 min, wake up fresh and do the best I can!!!

And try not to panic!!!

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