If I needed you and you weren't there, I'll never need you again.

Well technically thats wrong attitude... second .. you never need anyone 
You can do everything

Life

If you could change one thing in your life, what would it be?

Self Love

How are you feeling today ???

"Din guzar he jaye gaa,masla raaton se hai."

3am Thoughts

I just feel numb sometimes as if What is the purpose of my life,(don't even think of suicide) but yes I get clueless.Things aren't falling in places the way I thought.I am already 23 jobless, couldn't clear few competitive exams.People need someone with great academics,I have a good academic scores but still couldn't find relevant job.The financial situation at my house is not good I want to support them as early as possible.I just can't understand what should I do.Where is my life heading.

Anxiety

What’s my problem here is that i am simply not myself around my friends and family. It’s not that i completely change my personality, i just feel like i can’t talk about certain things that interest me because they won’t have anything to say about it. Also i’ve noticed that i act different around different people. My friends are very different so i think that i’m just acting how i think suits the certain type of friend. But i feel like that is wrong because eventually i will lose the real me. Another serious problem that i have is that i want to make new friends and meet new people and have loads of fun with them but something is stopping me every time i try to actually talk to someone. One good example is via texting, i only text back immediately to my close friends and i don’t open any other messages for days and when i actually feel like answering i can’t answer because i’ve already been rude by not responding for days. I really want to fix this because in two years i will be going to a university in a different town so i won’t know anyone there and i want to find the right people for me so that i can actually be myself and stop pretending.

People say I'm quiet most of the time
If only you knew what goes on in my mind✨

Music

Do u really need like people to hang out or do stuff together or just be happy or something? It's fun nd all when I'm with em, But i feel more comfortable alone at home. BUT!!! sometimes i feel shit being alone and then when i go hang out with em.. I feel like I'd rather stayed home. Sighhh 

Hey, I just found this site and figured I might as well add something since it seems pretty welcoming here. I don’t talk about my personal troubles much, mainly because I don’t have really have someone I’m comfortable just dropping it all on. I’m 18 years old and heading to university in two weeks (COVID-19 allowing) and I have been feeling really homesick. I live in North Carolina currently but I consider Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania to be my home. I lived there for about 4 years with my mother and brother who was at university downtown. My sister lived in Texas (we lived there before moving to pittsburgh) and my dad (divorced from my mom) lived in North Carolina. Long story short, my mother had brain cancer and ended up losing her battle with it. This was early 2017 and I was a freshman in highschool at the time. I don’t like to get lost in my own sad thoughts for very long as it just ruins the rest of the day, so I threw myself into school at first, and then to my friends who were incredibly helpful and supportive. Because my parents were divorced, I had to leave Pittsburgh and move In with my dad in NC, where I am now. I haven’t been back to Pittsburgh since and I miss it dearly. I tried to use university as a means of going back, but it didn’t work out, as I applied to two schools, didnt get into one, and the other was far too expensive. I miss my friends. Thank god for modern technology and things like FaceTime, but it leaves something to be desired. I feel like I should be grateful for what I have and I feel bad wanting what I used to have. I just feel like something is missing from my life. Is this valid? Like in wanting my life in Pittsburgh it feels selfish to try to leave my life here. My dad isn’t perfect but he and my stepmom have done so much for me and it feels wrong to walk away from that too. I feel torn. I don’t know what to do. It’s just really hard. I miss my mom. I miss my friends. I miss what used to be. I know that’s how life goes, and change is inevitable, but I just don’t know if this is too much. I’m sorry this post is so long, I tend to ramble. If you’re still reading this far, thank you. I really appreciate you. 

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