If I get sick, I don't expect him to be by my side. He often leaves when we have fights, so I don't expect that he will take care of me when the time comes. 

I hope you find something even more beautiful than you have today !

That means that he doesn't love you from his heart ig...

Emotional Abuse

Why it is so  difficult  to  move on  !!!why people  we love can't love  us  back! I love  a boy who was my childhood friend .He  used  to  date  my friend  !! I confessed  my feelings to him things  went bad they broke  up  because  of  me ! He hates  me  now  ! It has been  3 years we haven't  talked  to  each  other ....but this  3 years  were so difficult  for  me  Still I can't  stop thinking  about  him !I am always  dream  about  us being  together  ....I tried  to  date and hooked  up  with  a  guy just to erase  his  memories  a way to move  on  ..Eventually  he  left  me as we couldn't  get  along  as  I still got 
feelings  for  him  that gave  me  one  more  wound!! After  3 years  I  got to know  he is dating  one  of  my  good  friend  .....It feels   like  somebody  is  killing  me  making  cuts  on my body whenever  I  see  them  together ...It is hard to avoid  them !!the way he loving her adoring  her is affecting  me!I should  be  happy  for them  but I can't  imagine  myself  with  any  other  guys...He is the only  one  for me idk why I can't  vibe with any other guy!!

I miss talking to this guy that makes me smile without him knowing and one day i shoo him away coz of my self-doubt and anxiety. i truly regretted and felt guilty for it. AND I WANT HIM BACK BUT IM SCARED TO TEXT HIM COZ MAYBE HE THINKS IM PLAYING WITH HIS FEELINGS 😭😭

Frustration

So there's this guy , we started dating back in 2018 , we went to school together and he's like two years younger to me . Since then we were off and on relationship until two years . We cannot stop talking to each other, do you think it's toxic ? To want my future husband to be like him? Like the way he gets me and understands me? And knows me inside out? I can't really seem to get comfortable and be as Frank as possible as much as when I'm around my ex . We are not together anymore but we talk every single day and he buys me stuff and cares for me and he can't seem to get attracted to any girl other than me but he says that he done with dating and does not want to get back with me cause he's scared of commitment , but for the past 5 years isn't he indirectly committed to me?? 

3am Thoughts

Hello everyone, I had a breakup 2 yrs back, my ex kind of cheated on me. But then we started talking a year back and he made me realise he has changed, we talked day and night and about everything. He told me he still has feelings for me and like a fool I gradually developed feeling for him again and now I feel like he is lying to me again, although we are not in a relationship but still it feels like cheating. He is avoidant and avoids having conversations when he knows he's hurting me. I confronted him and he isn't responding back. What should I do, it will hurt like hell leaving him again  but he is still not serious about me and it sucks

Anxiety

I really love this guy. I don't know if it is romantic love or not. But I do care for him a lot and I put him first every single time. But he is not serious about me, not even as a friend. He takes me for granted, never replies, never care, never give attention. I was tired of all these. I even told him how I feel when he ignores, when he never replies, when he disappears and never texts for days. But he never seems to understand them. He only texts me when he needs something. Sometimes I feel I have self respect I should stop talking with him. I never talk to him for days. But some times it feels like how ever he might be let me be myself. I used to text again. I was and am oscillating. Even now it's been a week exactly since we talked. I feel horrible. One side I feel I never want to text him because I can see him uploading stories and statuses every single day but never getting even a second to text me a hi. He knows that will make my day. But he never did. On the other side I feel "be yourself". But every time when I opt for the second option I get hurt and that pains same like the pain I experience when he never talks/ ignores me.  Every time I see posts/feed I remember him. I just want to send them to him. But I don't want to. I am just feeling like I am stuck deep inside my thoughts. Some one please help :(

Mental Wellbeing


Hello
I am suffering from anxiety and feeling anxious about every single thing.
It began with my relationship acceptance by both our families that whether they will accept or not.
Day night i keep on struggling with it.
My day starts from that and ends with that. I have forgotten to enjoy my relationship and all these things of acceptance come in my mind. My relation’s family has completely different culture and language though he himself speaks my native language. What to do?
I am unable to focus on my carrer and he is also important to me.
I don’t know how his and mine family will agree!?what will they say!?

Hi everyone,
I was in a relationship with a guy for more than 2yrs and it was all great. By the time he graduated and joined his job he started ignoring me, he use to get irritated, not answer my calls and this went for around 3 months and in this time i almost begged every friend of his to make him understand that his this kind of behavior hurts me...but after 3 months he said i cant continue i dont anyone. It became so hard for me to accept that he left me and i went into depression...i was unable to sleep, whenever i use to eat anything i use to vomit and this use to happen when ever i use to see his pics or remember why he did this and suffered a lot...then after 6-7 months he started blocked me from everywhere even though i did not text him from the day he said he cant continue...and later i came to know that he is back with her ex. Because of all this i have developed a fear ... before doing anything  i always fear what if this goes wrong ..can say i think of the negative aspect first so much that because of that i dont try only anything ....after 2 years i have met a very good guy its been a month now we committed but i fear same what if again i m left alone...or ditched and if this also dont work....i m finding it so hard to change my perspective ..to make it a positive one. I hope someone can suggest me something or can help me in any way..
Thank you 🍃

Relationships

Why do i care about him? why do i love him? He's my best friend..right? he cares about me. He loves me. that's what he said..
He goes from a sweet, caring, person to a screaming, accusing, scary person to a person breaking down and need of love. He would accuse me of things like "hiding things from him" and he would start screaming at me. 
Why do I love him? he's crossed my boundaries multiple times. trying to force me to do sexual things, trying to force me to give him my personal information (like address, zip code, state, city, full birth name first middle and last) and everytime i said no he would keep pressuring me and saying "Please i love you" "Please i love you so much" and i would still say no then he would start accusing me "why don't you want to? don't you love me?" 
He would love to bring up my abuse for reasons i should do it "why do you do it with other men and not do it with me?" and "you can forgive the people who forced you to have sex with them why can't you forgive me" 
He disregards my triggers and my emotions, he doesn't seem to care about anything i say, and when i still try to leave he starts apologizing and breaking down "I'm sorry please i didn't mean to hurt you" "Please give me another chance please. I care so much about you. you know deep down i still care about you." "You know i still love you. All i ever want to do is help you" "Please don't leave me..i need you..you make me feel whole" "Please I love you.."
I still love him with all my heart
I still care about him with all my heart
I don't know why but my heart and mind is telling me "He's still a good person. he does love you. If you leave him you are just gonna hurt him. You can't leave him. he loves you. he cares about you." 
I still wanna be his friend..I still care about him..I still love him..
I won't try to leave because it's like i'm attached to him 
He's draining me yes but i still wanna stay 
I am losing people over this and one part of me is telling me to go but another part is telling me not to care and stay with him 
Because he loves and cares for me 
I love and care for him 

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