If I could spend all my days in a dream about absolutely nothing, where I wouldn't have to think. I WOULD!

Depression

Keratosis pilaris on butts feels like hell🥲

Anxiety

I feel depressed

Emotional Abuse

Any suggestions for a rom-com movie?

Movies

I talk one girl for someone app I forget his name but she is uttarakhand and study on bsc physics she work on choreographer in Mumbai for last 4 years
How is that story?


Crush

Just wanna cryyyy 

Hard Truth :


Relationships, whether romantic or not, trigger the unresolved wounds that we still need to heal 


Relationships

Why I am such an Introvert  !! I can't  make friends  boyfriends toh bohot durr ki baat hai People  find me uninteresting  mai bhi khudko bore kar deti hu  ....  why I can't  connect  with  anyone !! Sometimes  I feel  kya hoga mera ... kya social life hai meri  I wanted a toofani life yaar mundane  life nai chaiye  I don't  want tge life of my sister ... she is 25 and has a 1 year old kid and now I am 20 mere liye shaadi ki Baatien start ho chuki hai  like I can't  avoid  it I can extend  it but maximum  4 saal ke baad shaadi ho hi jayegi like shaadi na karneka koi option nai hai and even  mujhe bhi karni hai as I don't  want  to  be  alone and my mom says ki jyaada umer nikal jayegi toh nahi hogi and my younger  sisters bhi line mai hai they are 2 3 years  younger  than  me !! Mera career  acha chal raha hai yaar idk everything  is  alright  but daar yahi hai ki no boy till date has found  me attractive  , koi experience bhi nahi hai yeh sab  cheezo ka I heqrd my mom saying like meri cousin ka marriage  fix hua so she was talking  to my grandma like mujhe iska tension  hai  ek toh rang sawla hai height  bhi khaas nai hai kya karungi saathmai mere cousin they are of my age ki baat ho rahi thi basically  she was comparing ki uski ladkiya kitni pyaari dikhti hai !! Isse koi ladkq pasand  hi nahi karega unke mukable bohot akdu hu mai !!

I can do things I thought I wasn't allowed to

Long before I was a kid and had a boyfriend, almost everything is forbidden. I understand it because we were just teenagers. I am restricted or I restrict myself from always calling him, going to their house, going to places with him, etc. until we have enough funds to do so. But then the simple act of talking to him on Teams yesterday, usually I would chose to hang up all of a sudden because I feel guilty and ashamed, but not on him, I even gladly told Mama that he's who I'm talking to. Then I felt relieved. It's so smooth and 'okay'.

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