If i could choose, I would never be the eldest daughter again.

Well there are plenty of reasons, one of them is that you are expected to be the second mother to all of your UNGRATEFUL RATTY siblings.

That’s sad. You okay with your parents?

3am Thoughts

So much to say. Don’t know where to begin…..

Adulting

I feel alone all the time even if there is people around me 

Frustration

I'm feeling anxious jittery restless irritated rude

Anxiety

Tomorrow I am going to go see you, Meredith ￼

Another SA case in Hyderabad. 

Women Safety

Why these weeks aren't productive? I hate myself for this.

Productivity

They do this all the time. Whenever I am trying to get back on track, one of them gets drunk, the other's alcoholism comes back, they create scenes. 
She is puking the bathroom because she had a lot last bight. I don't understand, you do your fun but when I have to intervene in kinda nonsense for which I completely warned them about it, I lose it. It is a waste of my time and energy. 
I am not gonna go and hold back her hair anymore. This is it.

Alcohol

We have only one life and i want to live it to the fullest but schools and studies it all makes me depressed even I just get irritated by family and even bestfriends and i am overthinking about everything and it just depresses me more so I just listen to music to avoid everything but in the other hand it just wastes my time idk what to do next i can't even focus on anything ....

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