If I can't stand your silence for a couple of days ..... Will I be able to live without you... 

If I can't remove your thoughts, memories atleast for a minute... Will I be able to live without you... 

If I can't stay without imagining me spending quality time with you... Will i be able to forget you ever.... 

I don't how to express myself more.... I want you.... I love you with all my heart... I want you.... I love you so much... 

Hope I will be able to convince my parents for this.... I want you... 

Thanks a lot .... It means alot to me @sneha08

Hey! I just hope and pray that you end up with your beloved one.

Stay strong, take care 🌻❤️

Love

We are all desperate for hope and love.

Felt it...

3am Thoughts

My favorite childhood memory is when my mother dressed me in a pink barbie dress. It was the most beautiful dress i have ever worn and it was for some house party. I love dressing up so you can relate why its my favorite childhood memory. 

Family

Sometimes the person you want doesn't deserve you.
I wish I knew it before. 

Friends

Optimism will always bring happiness 

Happy

I held onto you even if it broke me from inside. Even it was the most painful thing I held on. But u broke me into pieces. Tore me apart like it was a joke. Didn't even apologize after that. What kind of human are you? I felt safe around you. i used to see love in your eyes. I felt at peace and comfort. How did it get so toxic? I still don't understand what happened? What changed you so much? Now all i feel around you is disgust. I hate you. Now your just another stranger. I just hate you. I never have hated and loathed a person more than you. I had to look and hear you every single day and move on without an apology. Do u even know how fucking hard it was? But I did it. I moved on. My scores went up. I am happier. I am at more peace. I need not even destroy your name u have done that to yourself. Mark my words your pride will destroy you one day and i want to watch that happen. You didn't deserve any of the love i poured into you. Just fuck off. Go to hell. Go to fucking hell and you will suffer for all your lies and deceit. Your toxicity. All the mental abuse that you did.You will. Just wait for it.

Lonely

I know u r not going to call
No texts, nothing all along 
What if I get surprised someday
 
The days are just passing by
And the nights too are done being strong
What if u come and melt them into happiness

I am aware of u not being here
In ur life too,I don't belong 
What if we crosspaths on a random day

Was is that easy to forgot
Or was I never your love song
What if we overthink of each other at the same time 

My heart goes numb with every scream
Ur memories knock,the way u call me babes
What if someday u urself say ,"LOVE ,I AM HERE"

Neither i can  let u go
Nor i can  hold u to long
What if we meet each other again someday

Pretending like u still here
I never knew I was this much strong
What if I die without
Stealing ur last me 
Atleast once prove me wrong

I'm sorry mom.
I'm not the person you wanted me to become. There are things I have done that I'm not proud of but now there is no going back. I hate the person that I've become. I'm writing this with tears in my eyes...i never wanted to hurt you, I just wanted to make you proud..And I tried, I really did. I did my best mom. I fought with circumstances that were not easy for me but I kept going because I didn't want to let you down. But these circumstances made me the person that I am today. I kept going deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole and here I am now..hating myself for the person I've become. I'm sorry mom but I was lonely.. I had no one..no one to actually hold my hand and tell me that it's okay if I mess up.. Not even you mom, not even you.. I had no one.. I still have no one. I know you love me but you don't understand I know that. I just didn't want to let you down l that's all I ever wanted.. 

Depression

I was going through my gallery and accidentally saw your photos I almost forgot they existed. I did cry when I confessed to you and stopped talking to you. It’s been 8 months and I didn’t have the guts to go through my gallery and look up your photos or go and read our old chats. I missed us so much that I was afraid I might breakdown when I see anything related to you. Now that I saw you in my gallery and as I was thinking how I don’t think about you often like I did before…… I instantly cried I miss you so much that I can’t even explain anyone. I guess it was easy for you cuz I was just among many other girls who said they like you for more than a friend. I don’t care what these people are gonna think about me from my post but I just wanted to vent and somewhere I wish in tiny that you could see this post and miraculously know it’s me and text me asking I’m okay. Yeah that was stupid.

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