If a men loves someone he will manage everything and will try to adapt the change according to his love but women always keep their heads up 

3am Thoughts

Which do you like more?

I’ll sign contract with Capital gallery recently. This is the matter i want to discuss with you earlier. Let me know if you have any opinion or suggestions. Night! Rest earlier. ☾

Ye pyar kaise hota hai😜

Jab koi 4 din se zyada yad aaye,
Hum uska intzar kare or wo humare jane ke bad aaye,
Dil hai ki raat din bas usko hi yad karta hai,
Jab khayalo me bas uska chehra dikhai deta hai,
Dil chain sukoon sab kuch kho jata hai,
Kisiko bata bhi nahi pate ki kya haal ho jata hai,
Agar tumhe ye sab kuch ho gaya hai,
To pyar ke is charchit college me apka bhi admission ho gaya hai ✌🏻

Life

Ye kya log hain 
Galti accept kar li iske baad bhi vahi ek word pakadkar ehsas karane ki koshish karte hain ki kitna bada gunaah kar diya hai 

I have been convincing my family to buy me a camera for vlogging for 4 years, they challenged me if i'd score 95% in matric and so luckily cum coincidentally I got accurate 95%
I asked them if they can buy me now a Sony ZV1 Cam
Still they didn't buy me
Kinda devastating
I literally wanna die

Eventually I ended up understanding that only you're yours.. Nobody is yours
It may sound normal but very hard to bear, 
Thinking about ceasing my existence
Bcs There is no way of living when you can't meet your dreams

Career

Hi my name is Sam. I'm a bit of an introvert.
There's this girl who's my neighbour and on whom I have a crush.
I couldn't say it to her face how much I love her and now I really can't because she doesn't even wanna talk to me because something terrible happened...
One day I decided to tell her that I have a crush on her and the moment I was gonna say that. She said excitedly to me(one of her closest friend) that she made a boyfriend. Although I fake smiled in front of her it pretty much hurt inside. I couldn't bear the fact that she's not with me but someone else.
 After a few months, one day a mutual friend of mine and my neighbour took a selfie with her in an elevator and my crush didn't know that but her breasts were visible in the photo. But her friend knew that . The other that guy came to me and said that he has an amazing picture of her but he will only show it to me if I pay him. I thought that maybe she might be looking beautiful in that picture so I thought why not. But when he showed me the pic I got angry. I said that he needs to delete the picture at that instant. But he didn't and he threatened me instead that he'll go and tell her that I'm the one that's been showing everyone the pic and also I said something vulgar. I had to back off at that time. I couldn't risk losing her as a friend and stop talking because god I loved her so much. But I had to do something about it or else more people will see that pic and I didn't want that.
So I waited for a few days. I heard from a friend of mine that the guy showed the pic to him too. I got angry again. I mean why is he doing that. She trusted him and that's what he doing.
I felt that I had no choice but to tell her myself that what he's been upto lately.
But I got the news that my neighbour broke up with her boyfriend a few weeks back.
So I decided that I should first tell her about how much I'm in love with her.
So when we both met, I was gonna tell her how much she meant to me. But I couldn't . I fell guilty by hiding her from the truth about that pic of hers. So instead I told her truth.
She got angry at me for telling her so late. I apologized for that. What else I could have done. I'm an introvert and I barely talk to people and yet alone this topic was a serious issue.
She called the guy who took the pic and that guy came . She made me stay. When she saw the pic herself she got more angry. But the guy and his friends said that I was the one who snatched his phone and saw the pic and said something vulgar and that I have been showing the pic to everyone myself. But I didn't do anything like that.
Now she doesn't talk to me and no one in my friend circle does. I'm so sad about what happened and being an overthinker I can't take this out of my head. I don't have anyone to talk to about this as they all think I'm a creep who doesn't respect girls

Depression

Honestly I just really have a lot to get off my chest so... not great, I guess?
I dunno.. I guess I've been struggling with the trauma of my ex lately, and my own self worth. I just kinda noticed that everyone leaves.. every single person... I don't know why... Maybe I'm just not good enough. I dunno... I just kinda wanna feel better....

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