Idk why do I feel like I am distancing from my friends idk why I feel like our bond is breaking idk why am I feeling all this 😕 

exactly tf going through same stuff i get u

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Friends

My life biggest problem is, my friends Dont long last I am 31 year old but I Dont have any friends. I try to make friends but after few month they lost touch with me. I try to connect with them how times I put my self respect and beg for please be with me . I am extremely emotional and sensitive person I always dream about everyone will leave me. 

Insecurity

Lately I have started feeling that I dont belong in my friend circle. Idk why. We havent fought or anything.. but I feel very strange when I am with them. 

I apparently cut all ties with my friends one after another and it's sucks to be friendless. Like I was looking at my contact list who I would like to talk to and didn't find a single person I can rely on. 

Lonely

does anyone have a social life, cause i dont. I know many people how have guy friends but i dont go plus i am not invited to partys, plus some of my friends had a sleepover and did not invite me, i know their hella toxic and they use me but they do have a social life and i sont know if i should be with them or be alone. fuckkkkk 

Well,my friends always see me as a happy-go-lucky girl that has no problems, but little do they know, everytime that im alone i just feel so empty! I want them to see that side of me even without telling them! And when im sad and they know it, they dont even ask if im ok! They also talk shit in front of me without realizing what i feel! They think that its all joke for them.


I want someone to guide me why life is not going according to me for a long time one of my friends have people attracted to him and make group easily and the people that were impressed with me and admire me are now for some odd reasons getting attracted to him follow as he say and I feel very out of control that this is not good why it happens that I am not able to make friends groups and people are intrested in him for no reason

I have some so called friends I was willing to do anything for. I held them close when they were going through difficult time. Went out of the ways to help them. But when I had some bad days and I kept dropping them hints that I'm depressed I need help, they ignored my messages. Luckily I figured out some coping mechanisms and learnt to enjoy my own company.
Now that I have recovered, they all want to be close to me. I don't hate them but I don't feel like I absolutely have to invest in them anymore. Friendship means a lot to me. I always thought my friends would be people I can rely on. As I have been for them. Now I don't want to be the only one putting effort. Some of them try to defend themselves saying that I'm not good at expressing my feelings and I'm bad at communication. I don't know to believe that or not. But I don't find them worth the time and energy like before.
Any stories anyone wants to share?
I feel like I should move on and find more reliable friends. Life hits you everyday with something new. I want my squad with me and seems like these guys are not the one. 

Umm I don't know what is a friends and what is friendships but i only know that if i get any friend i don't makes feel alone 

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