Idk why but I literally started crying in front of my colleagues......

Worst feeling ever 

Panic Disorder

I don't really know how to start 'cause even ME doesn't understand myself in this situation.
I just cry, even when nothing has happened, I just cry. Some sadness just invide me and I feel down. When I look at me in the mirror, I CRY. When I think of my homework, I CRY. It's like "WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED TO ME?" I don't really understsnd myself, my feelings.

Also, I don't know if you can understand. I hope so since i'm not a native speaker.

Frustration

Sick of crying. Tired of trying, Yes i am smiling but inside i am dying ❤️💔🥺

Stress

It's ok not to feel strong all the time. It's ok to break down and cry. It's ok if you cannot control your tears. 
You are human. You are supposed to feel. Cry today. Or even for a week. But then be ready to face the world because even if you don't feel like it but you are stronger than you realise. 

Note - sorry if that didn't make sense. I just wanted to let my thoughts out. 

Dreams

Okay so the thing is I was a cry baby ig now also I'm but earlier whatever happened even if any one scold me i used to cry I cry now as well on it but sometimes there a few things which hurt or are Heartbreaking but I'm not able to cry on that i don't know why and when I cry I get choked by my breathe idk what's happening

3am Thoughts

 I want to cry but I can't. I am tired of pretending that I am strong I am tired of being support of others, I want someone to support me to atleast tell me go and do whatever you want I am with you. I am tired of being emotionally independent I want to depend on someone fir my emotions. I am tried of showing my love to everyone I want someone to love me.I want to cry, I just want to let out this burden, my heart hurts I am just tired I want to sleep without any worry in someone's arms I want to feel wanted, safe and loved

I can’t even laugh without thinking I’m gonna cry in the next few moments. Like it’s proven in my life. If i laugh too much i have to cry that same amount. I think that’s kind of balance of universe. I’m not okay. I’m extremely suicidal and I know i will do that because I literally have nothing to loose and no one to actually cry on my grave. 

Suicidal Ideation

I don't know what to do I just wanted to cry and sleep for my whole life 

Anxiety

Im sorry but talking about my feelings doesn't help me it makes me feel even more useless.Crying is not helping either I dont know what to do.

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