Idk what hurts more
The thought of having a perfect life or knowing to me this isn’t the perfect life I wanted
I want to not feel this need to change my life because I know it won’t change but I feel like if it did I would literally be so happy
I want to be far away from some people so I don’t have to keep on getting hurt so I don’t have the flashbacks again I want it to all go away I want life to change
I am tired of this so tired that I can no longer keep strong but u see what sucks is I know this life isn’t changing and I know I will be here for a much longer time than I imagined
suraj kumar @008sr
You’re right my friend!! Better you accept and start living!! Be strong!