Diya @am_alreadydead
Idk what am I going to say
Like I feel I’m always a burden on everyone. I make a first move for any relation but can’t maintain it for more than a week and then ask myself, Am I that bad…Actually I am. Because ,of me my mom got 2 panic attacks (nearly stroke) because of my lying. Though I pretend I’m adult now and can take care of myself and am all fine…there’s nothing like that. Just a fool. I ask help first and then end up being more disturbed ,because of my behavior only. I’m a baddest friend you can ever expect. Like I’m not worth anything. Though friends are meant to enjoy every moment of life, I’d only make things more worse. I’m always a trouble. Everytime I go ,even to a nearby market, my mom always worries for me, she asks me to drive slow. And I do exactly the opposite…At the top most speed.
Barely a day in a month that I don’t experience what death feels like. Driving recklessly and always on the boundary to meet with an accident…But it’s my wish too. I feel so so much attracted towards alcohol and cigarettes and even smthg else too. Though I’d done it but I feel more need of it. I know if my parents got to know…I’m dead. Basically I don’t have anyone to talk with…but the reason is ME. I’m a total flopp
Ashwani Tyagi @ashwani_004
Just take care of yourself and nobody is flop in this world
Cheer up ✨✨
Diya @am_alreadydead
Maybe I’m an exception
Ashwani Tyagi @ashwani_004
Neh this is not a chemistry
Exceptions don’t exists 😊
Harmanpreet K. @harmanpree...
Hey mate,
I totally understood and empathise with you. But, first of all, do not speak so much negative about your own self. Instead engage in some positive affirmations.
Do you have depressive episodes too??
If yes, then I would probably recommend you to connect over chat.
We would discuss this in detail.
Regards,
Psychologist Harmanpreet K
Diya @am_alreadydead
I’m not sure about depressive episodes. Like what does it mean?
Harmanpreet K. @harmanpree...
Depressive Episodes are the episodes linked with low mood, loss of appetite or excessive eating, lack of interest in activities followed by normal mood and mania. This is also called Bipolar Mood Disorder.
For more info, we can always connect over chat.
Regards,
Harmanpreet K
You should start thinking and realising few things
Diya @am_alreadydead
Sure I’ll
Hey be strong everything will be sort out soon ❤️
Diya @am_alreadydead
I’ll try…sure
Mitr ap apne apko bahut kum smjh rahe ho jabki aisa nahi hai ap bhi ache insan ho
Diya @am_alreadydead
Idk maybe but I’m really bad
No friend you are not
Don’t feel like you are bad
