Idk ..I'm so alone..I'm good but I really need some real kindoff PPL in my lyf..I tried everything to overcome my lonely Ness but for some time I'll be like happy and then I will be depressed.im not like this I was so chillll person ..


Ig people around me wasn't real..I can't blame them actually for my lonelyness but I can't trust PPL anymore idk

Stress

Learn from past and make a future

Competition

I was in a relationship for 4 years, I'd trusted that person blindly, when we had issues i always tried solving them face to face but he never put any efforts it was like he was always ready to leave me only when we fought but when we used to meet i could feel that he really loved me. I fell for his soul he's a very good human being, we were close emotionally and physically. One day i just expressed what i felt about how he's been keeping me in confused state of mind - sometimes he said he loved me a lot, other times he said he really doesn't care, his actions never matched his words NEVER. He said he wants to be with me but then never took out time for me, all i asked was basic things some time for me, we were in a long distance relationship so atleast he could've taken some time online but that too felt like I'm asking too much, whenever I'd express what i felt he always started the same thing that ' I'm tired of you'. I'm tired of this and that. So when i expressed the same way again he just said I'm done with you and i love someone else. At first i thought he's lying and wasn't accepting this fact but then he just broke up with me on chat refused to meet and have a conversation and just left me like that, it's been a year and i still can't get over him, its like all this while i got fooled i trusted him so much and all he had to do is the same thing like my ex did, its difficult for me to move on he has blocked me and forgotten about me like i never existed, after me he had 2 girlfriends and for me its still so difficult to accept the facts and move on. I really loved him and i don't know what to do. 

Breakup

I wanna befriend the drunk version of me

Alcohol

Hellooo 
I stay in Bangalore 
And I really want a genuine friend to hangout to talk to 😭😭😭
I'm really in a Very bad suitation 

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Music

How’s everyone doing?
So, it rained a lot toady and it’s still drizzling. I am alone in my room from past 3 days. I think loneliness is the worst or maybe not. There may be worse feelings than this also. I don’t have friends Idk why. I am like the loneliest person you’ll ever meet. I have never dated anyone. I have nobody to text like all the normal people have. Because neither I have friends nor I am in a relationship. I don’t like people also. Boys here legit don’t have manners to talk. Obv it’s not true for everyone but most of the boys I encountered with. They say derogatory and mean things right on your face and lack mannerism. I don’t know when I’ll find a guy who is good, sweet, has manners and is also cool. Lol too many things in a single person I guess😂.  That’s all. I take a lot of stress. My nature is like that. I am stressed 90% of the time. I get embarrassed very easily. I am even getting embarrassed writing all this. Don’t know if I am going to post it even though I am anonymous. Everybody can easily make fun of there. It is the easiest thing. But trust me socially awkward people live a miserable life. We don’t know how to handle situations. We are always conscious of ourselves. My roommate has also gone. She won’t be here for a few days and tbh living alone is really lonely and on top of that when you have an anxious nature. People go out, have fun. This is so sad. When am I going to meet someone who is going to make me feel at ease. Too much to ask for, right?🥹
Life is not same for everyone. I wish to be the most confident person. I wish to have many friends. I wish to go out frequently. And i just wish above everything to keep my mental health good.
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Lonely

I've been feeling so depressed and suicidal lately, like why does bad luck follow me everywhere:/ 

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