Idk...i met one guy in past...we had fight...and i gave lots of chance but he used to repeat the same thing ...but when he left me ...i was shattered...am still
Cuz... yesterday his caring part was seen towards one aunty ....i liked tht...
Plus...he was sad when he saw me with someone else
I still miss him ...but at the same time i get those thoughts tht what he did to me ...we had flirty text...when i asked him to stop he...never talked to me then again he talked to me...i got tired ...now idk ...what to do 

Because you are getting hurt by remembering 

If people don't appreciate or use the chance they are given ...I don't think they deserve more

calcula

Exhausted

Okay so one month is not enough 
I have not started recovering yet 
I have been hoping and praying and still I will but in this one month I haven’t changed even a bit - I am still in a anxious 
I am still in a way addicted to him  
I am still the looser version of myself that he hated and told me that it will destroy us
I am still hoping for him to come around 
I am still hoping for things to change dramatically deep down 
I have not gone out 
I have not met new people 
I don’t like to interact with anyone 
I am still deep down truly connected to the concept of love relationship forever ♾ kinda story which we always used to tell each other and eventually we literally loved that story and each other but we lost the grip and we both fell on head and got injured! 

Now what ? 
30 days are not enough 
May be another 30 days will make me forget about it? 

I haven’t talked with him in 30 days and he hasn’t initiated a contract either but we both still have same dp we still follow each other on social media but that rarely means anything 
I think I need more 30 days to accept that it’s over ! 

Breakup

My most concerned thoughts:
1. I am in love with my best friend. He too feels the same during initial days. But somehow he managed to forget everything and acts like nothing happens for few months. Again he came back and said me that he likes me but due to some family problems he is not ready to proceed. He is not settled till now. I am praying daily for his settlement. I don’t know whether he is good to me or not but i feel happy when I speak to him. If things don’t go well. He is ready to let go off . I am not ready to this. He says many reasons. I even don’t understand the reasons he says sometimes. It’s been 4 years the same thing happening. He comes to me talks to me and leave alone all off suddenly. Me on the other side crying, begging him, not living happily my life.
2. I am an introverted kinda person. I am not interested in the job which I am doing currently. All this heart achings and everything makes me miserable. I can’t even concentrate on anything. I can count my happy days since 4 years.I want to live my life peacefully and happily. I don’t know how it happens.

Depression

There's a guy in my life(just a friend), every time he walks into my life, there's chaos in my life.
the chaos is not because of him but idk it always coincides with the time he texts me or talks to me. I tried to cut him off but then he texts me even though I seen zone him and idk what to do. If I should stop talking to him for something he's not really responsible or should get this stupid theory off my head.

Confusion

My life is shitty i think about him all the time i cry myself to sleep and now i am getting over him but it's gonna take time 

I had a trauma-bond kinda reltionship with my bf..it was as if he controls me ..we broke up 3 months ago...for 2 months we dint have any contact..i suffered from trauma ..was consutling a therapist..then he contacted me 1 month ago...i came to know that even he is seeing some psychitrist.. .for the last month we have been in contact almost daily..sometimes sharing intimate pics to each other..n having chat sex...i thought things r getting back on track again..that we r together again..but yestrdy wen i asked him whats r relation..he said ita nothing..i asked agn that what r v doing for the past month then..n he said its nothing..n m back to ground zero now..i dont want to continue this relation in this way ..i dont want to be in an unnamed relation..but somehow m unable to leave him..i feel mandated to reply him..to answer his question..i want to be free ..please help

Im so tired of being caught up with people with some kind of relationship baggage. I know that's rude but I always end up getting the shitty outcome. The 1st guy I dated we seemed to be having a good time I tried to communicate with him a ton and made sure to consider his feelings then all of a sudden he cut off everything and said "Oh i have feelings for my bestfriend bye now" so I just let him go live his life even though I put my heart into that relationship. Then a few years later I met another guy, I again put my heart into the relationship and all of a sudden once things were good between us he called me sweet and everything  he's just like "Oh i cant stop thinking about my ex" and now he wont even talk to me. I'm just so tired of putting in all my love just to be cut off because of an issue. Its like nobody ever just loves me for me there always has to be a "twist." Like why go this far into a relationship if you arent over your past relationships or you feel different idk ugh..

Loss

I need advice..please help me I m Just feeling blank and stuck at a place..don't know what to do..
3 yrs back I met a boy online, we started talking..after few days he told me that he is married and his wife don't live with him.. then after few days because of family pressure his wife came along and started living with his family again..he asked we if I wanted to end the relation we are having..I said no I don't want to end and we continued..he never gave me his no or picture in these 3-4 yrs..and we were like actually aware of the fact that we can not live together...and now due to financial problems in his family he travelled abroad with his wife..and like from the starting both of them were facing issues In their married life..we use to do video call nd all..I felt some sort of guilt and I told him to be with his wife..I m not going to come in between you nd ur wife..now he is saying his wife is asexual..so he wants me to be emotionally and sexually available for him..and he is having anxiety and depression problems..and I m ready to be emotionally available for him but not sexually..and I also told him the same..but he is not ready to accept this..how and what should I say to him.. keeping his mental health in mind

Relationships

im just really confused. There's alot going on rn. I failed in one my subjects at college and i havent told anyone about it yet (gave it for re-evaluation). As if tht wasnt stressing me out enough i always feel like im not doing enough at my internship although i love working there but im just so stressed with everything. They have offered me a job but if i dont recover from that exam which i failed, im afraid ill loose the opportunity. On top of tht im going through a relationship crisis. I've always wanted to be in a relationship but now that i am in one and have been in for 3 years, now im not sure if this is what i want. I love him but i'd rather just be married and settled than going through all the ups and downs of the relationship. Im a muslim and have many restrictions (my parents know about him which makes me even more cautious about not doing anything to hurt them). Im just overwhelmed at the moment.

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