:D @pratio
Idk I feel like Iβm becoming worse version of myself as Iβm growing up. I had this evolving, βI can solve/do pretty much anything if I decide toβ mindset but now my mind donβt seem to be that active, energetic and motivated and it sucks. Now, for the past few years, Iβm not even able to do tiny things that I must do and Iβm questioning myself nowβ¦am I still the same person I used to be or have I turned into something which I never thought I would be?
This thought is scary because current version of me will decide future of me.
And I donβt why it feels like itβs not in my hands to change it anymore.
Iβve lost the spark.