Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

idk i don’t FUCKING KNOW when somebody asks me how i’m feeling all i know what to say it that " idk what to tell you” when i’ve TONS of things in mind it’s like i’m annoying people and they don’t wanna hear it coz i’m boring and when i try to talk to my boyfriend i think he won’t be able to handle me and only wants me for my Body. the breakdowns, the panic attacks and the overthinking . IT WONT FUCKING STOP. it hurts my head. it HURTS MAKE IT STOP I CANT NO MORE IM SCREAMING INSIDE MY HEAD BUT ON THE OUTSIDE IM SILENT. i. turn it off idk how but like i do but the overthinking good riddance it won’t stop
it won’t stop