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Idk how to say this but… i proposed my bestfriend i was scared that he might get a new gf im 14 and he is 15 on 3rd of april he is jerk… ngl before that i begged him like i said i like u he was like uh what type of question is that then i kept on asking him for like 3-4 days do u like me? He said "why are u asking that question"so i just …said that i like more than a friend he said he likes me as a bestfriend then he said now he likes me more than a bestfriend… i was happy… and then i just said i love u and he was like great joke haha…i said it again and said its not a joke he was like really? And he said unbelievable none of the girls proposed him before… he said and then he said he loves me too! I was happy but… then i just… wanna talk to his friends about us he said no they will tease and call me by ur name i was like okay… But i was curious so i msged one of his friends and then he got angry and said don’t talk to me… i said sorry 30+ times i started crying I don’t wanna loose him… and then he forgave me but at night when i said i love u he said 1432 and i said it again i love u say ily2 he was like how many times u hv to say that???i was sad 😟 i really just idk… I didn’t felt… good so i just said good night sweet dreams… and then went to sleep next day i msged him he ignored me i msged him again he ignored me i said sorry. … idk I didn’t. Did something wrong but still said sorry he said i msged his friends i was like nooo I didn’t :c I didn’t msged his friends after that… so i just said …sorry many times and he just replied with ok i forgave u i just told all this to my friend she said he is jerk and she said to wait for 3 days don’t msg him i was like…okay? I still love him… still…he hasn’t msged me idk how to just forgive him i feel like i should still care about him and love him… it makes me happy but… he doesn’t love me back 💔idk why… people do it 😓😥…i just love him and he just keep hiding about us… 💔 idk why but i wanna care him and just love him fill him with love care and all i just don’t…know…why like he hurts me but still i forgive even though he never said sorry and whenever i tell him about my problems he just laugh and so i stopped telling him… why do i love him so much?

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Anonymous

Keep supporting him girl but without any expectations if you seriously want to be with him give him some time let him realise what he is going to lost in his life… don’t hurt ur self just sit wait n watch,if he is having feelings fr u he will be there for you,but just don’t hurt ur self.

Anonymous

Hey, I can understand what you must be feeling at such a age. At kids we sometimes are not able to feel what others are doing to u. This is called Silent Treatment, hope you directly tell that boy kid, what you are going through. If he has genuine feeling he won’t make you suffer. If he still does it, leave him and move on queen. He is not meant for you.

Anonymous

Like what i said here i will tell it to him… I don’t wanna loose him … i just live him so much and idc what people think he ugly and poor but idc all i know is that i love him :( and yes maybe… i will just confess him about this

Anonymous

Girl, it’s beautiful to love someone, but it’s not good to be treated like that. Wish u happiness.

Anonymous

oh okay hv a great day <33 ty for help!

Anonymous

Give him some space.

Anonymous

oh but why…? :/…?