Idk how to even express this… I feel pathetic. I’m unable to eat anything… not willing to cook, feel like getting lost or maybe just wishing for a truck to hit me dead. I’m done. So done with this. A family that was hardly family ever, friends who were actually snakes, always, or just parasites… bf… who’s changed a lot and maybe is being a bit too harsh for me to bear, people I trust (relatives)… even they hide things a lot… (I mean duh, I’m not family so I get it) but why TF would u call me family then if you can’t treat me that way!? Why the hell would ppl say things they don’t effing mean? I’ve always seen people sidelining me now or then… my own mother wishing me dead, my bf exhausted because I’m too clingy emotionally… and idk who’s what… but I’m surely done here. If it weren’t for my grandma (the only person who truly loves me), I would’ve jumped off some roof or drowned myself easily.
Don’t worry. I know it’s really hard to love yourself at such times but just hang in there. You will definitely get through this, sending you a big virtual hug for being so brave 🤗🫂🫂
I’m trying
You definitely can do it. If you want we can connect as well
That’s so mature of you. I think you’re struggling more than me. Please take some action on your mental health. You really need it more.
Ahh you can reject it by keeping yourself delusional, but that’s the final answer you’ll get and you should be working on 😄
Bhavna P. @bhavna_pande
I’m truly sorry to hear that you’re feeling this way. It sounds incredibly challenging. It’s important to prioritize your mental well-being. Consider reaching out to a trusted friend or family member for support. If you find it difficult to share with those close to you, professional help can provide a confidential and supportive space. My counseling services are available if you ever feel the need for personalized guidance. Take care.
That’s the problem… My family isn’t my safe place… who are close to me… can’t confide in them… have no friends really… As for professional help… I’m up for it… just waiting to connect some funds. I don’t have any financial back-up. Thanks for reaching out to me.
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Bhavna P. @bhavna_pande
Sure, do reach out when you are ready. Take care in the meantime. And remember you are not alone in this.
