Idk, but I guess I was sexually assaulted by my brother, like I'm his brother (cousin). I was maybe around 9-10 years and did not know what was happening and did not what was that and eventually i think I did not resist or anything, at times rn I feel so traumatized and like it does not effect me or it does i still dk and i have lately realized that i was subjected to this. 

I started seeing therapist since few months, like i think i do have other mental health complications since a long so I started, but i dont know whether should I tell my therapist about it or not. cause i seriously dk whether this is affecting me or not but lately i have clearly understood that this was against my consent even though i did not resist anything at that young age i just dk what happened to me whether it is harrasment or whether i am using a big term for this but i just realised that this thing happened

yeah, i don't even know how to convey that cause i just realized and maybe i think whether it links to any of my mental health problems which i have today indirectly. Anyways, glad that you responded how have you been buddy?

Harassment

It takes discipline to not to touch the screen. 

3am Thoughts

I'm fighting for a separation from my partner in the court of law. I've seen some devastating scenes today. 

One couple has a daughter who might be around 8-9 years. Her father was yelling that the daughter is manipulated by mother and he wants to take the daughter from the mother. And the Daughter started crying out of loud that she is scared of her father as he tries to hurt her and doesn't want to go his father even monthly as per the visiting rights.

Another couple has a son aging around 4-5 may be. He is so scared and terrified that he was holding his mom's hand real tight and that father was also yelling that he wants to take away the boy. People tried to talk to him and he started crying in the court hall that he wants only mama.

I have a son who is 3. My partner just visited the boy only 4-5 times till now and everytime he tried to hurt him by pinching or doing some nonsense. 

I couldn't watch that kids crying over here and now it's scary that my kid might have to go through all of this because of my partner's ego. Hope this case doesn't lead anything as such.

Divorce is not easy but with a kid. It's scary.




Divorce

This might seem trivial.
My cousin brother and I have a really good relation.he is 4 years older to me. We have so many happy memories. But only recently I came to know after he left from visiting me, from his brother, that he had been having issues about a girl and he was really going through a turmoil. And he didn't say a word. Now I am doubting our relation. I'm feeling useless and helpless. I'm feeling angry that he couldn't confide in me. I'm sad that he doesn't consider me close enough for me to be able to cpnsole him. IKNOW that I'm being self centered but I'm really hurt. He was one of the few in my family to whom I am the closest. Now I think it was all in my mind. We are not at all close.

Family

Three years ago, me and my family were coming back to home through a train. The train was very crowded. An old man touched me innappropriately, but I didn’t responded thinking that it was my missconception. He again touched me and that time i was sure that something was wrong about him. Third time,he did the same. Being a 12 yr girl I just slapped him and he was like, why did u slapped me,what did i do? Even knowing what he did. But u know the heart breaking thing was that, my own aunt told me to shut up my mouth. At that time, i should have been encouraged and praised for showing bravery but i was crying all the way long. My aunt told everyone that she didnt got a seat that’s y she is crying…till now this no one knows except me and aunt…And it is somewhere inside hurting me badly…I m sharing this becuase i want everyone want to know that keeping quiet is not the solution…fight for it.

Hello, I wanted to know if anyone knows what is happening to me, when I was 13, I and my mom got a desk from the trash, it looked pretty new and clean so we took it and put it in my room. Later that week I woke up and felt uneasy I could hear a weird noise it’s hard to describe it, but then I looked to my right and saw two people standing while they looked at me. The woman was a short woman maybe around 5´2 she had long black hair that covered her face, the man had more of a bright drown or orange hair and beer, he was taller than the woman by 1 or 2 inches. Remember when they first appeared because that same day was my 14th birthday, I told my parents and they thought it was maybe some relatives that passed away and visited on my birthday, later that same month they came again at the same time, 3:00-3:59 AM.
My mom thought it was the desk so we both went alone since we both brought it together.
Then it becomes more frequent, it was only the woman who would come now. I was always scared and couldn´t move, my parents are Hispanic so they would curse to lead them away from me. This continued for 3-4 months and it finally stopped, for only to it to come again…2 months ago she came back since I was so used to feeling that presence of her and the noise it made so I knew when she came so I closed my eyes as tight as possible until she left.

 I recorded when she would appear and you can hear in the recordings that weird ringing sound. I showed it to my mom and she would listen to it and she was shocked, after some time the noise from the recording would disappear and you couldn´t hear anything then the sound would come back days later.
I turned 15, 5 days ago and today I dreamed of telling my sister it would come and I checked the time and it read 3:16 AM
I woke up at that same time and started feeling the presence again, it felt different than the other ones. I open my eyes only to see a very tall figure as tall as the ceiling of my room, it was very skinny…In that one second, I opened my eyes it came at me so fast I got scared and closed my eyes. I tried to wake up my sister but I couldn´t move, I was breathing like crazy and I finally woke her up and told her to turn the light on. I told my mom about it and she asked if it was the same woman but I told her it was something else. I slept with my mom and dad because I was scared, I was laying down and I started hearing that weird ringing noise and I asked if she heard it too but she didn´t, after some time I looked to my right only to see that figure again, it was kneeling on the floor he was not looking at me he was bent over and rested on his legs but he looked very big by just sitting there. I covered my face and I didn´t have to see it.
Please tell me why I see these things

Why is it only about physical touch?😭

Is it normal if your Musa(uncle) who u are meeting after years  keep their hand on your thigh and u are 18

I think it's not normal and I should take a step

Shivering while typing this. This incident happened to me (I am male) and my cousin (female) quite back in our childhood, happened multiple times and have never spoke about it untill now. And, yeah, we both were sexually assaulted by our elder brother, in different occasions, while we were in asleep. That bastard thought that doing things etc to us he would not know, but yes it happened to me multipletimes, and my cousin too which is even more traumatic to her. i have realised in the recent past that what happened to me was wrog and i was denying and did not care about this, and recently two days ago my cousin confessed about it and i went numb. i just dont know what else to say, it is disgusting that that person is leading a happy and dignified life and we are suffering here, and this happened in family, now i see a root cause to all our mental problems, i just dk im so sorry if anyone has become uncomfy just wanted to let it out. thank you for ur love and support.

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