I’d really like to meet new people. Do yall mind? You can connect with me but please don’t be above 18 <3

Can’t you click on my profile and send a request? It’s usually there and usually everybody has it

yess i’d love to make new online friends:)

Friends

Being an RCB fan is tough Game.

Adulting

Binge Eating

A friend asked me what my biggest fear is, or what scares me the most. And I know some people would expect an answer like heights, or closed spaces, or people dressed like animals, but how do I tell her that when i was 17, I took a class as a joke with a friend that gave seminars about relationships  and I learnt that most people fall out of love for the same reasons they fell in it. That their lover's once endearing stubbornness has now become refusal to compromise and their one track mind is now immaturity and their bad habits that you once adored is now money down the drain. Their spontaneity becomes reckless and irresponsible and their feet up on your dash is no longer sexy, just another distraction in your busy life. 
Nothing saddens and scares me the most like the thought that I can become ugly to someone who once thought all the stars were in my eyes. 

I am not ashamed of accepting that i lied to my ex but not during our relationship but after our breakup. She brokeup cos she thought i am not giving her security about marrying her. Which was not true i just i needed sometime to settle my life as i was jobless back then. Then i lied to her that i have got a job now which she later found that i lied. So she left again. So i stopped bothering her and was focussing on myself(regretfully)
6 months later she texted me again wishing me happy bday. And i wished her too on her bday but few days later i found that she blocked me again. And I confronted her saying ki i know u dont love me and i dont waana make any false promise to you now or say that trust me and u are free as a bird. But she insisted on meeting. So we met. Where i told her ki i know u wont trust me so here’s my moms phone number and u can call her anytime you feel comfortable. Then we talked for days. But then again she blocked me . I again asked her what is the point . When i lied u left when i am trying to be honest u leave. To which she replied “i have moved on, i dont trust you. I dont waana give you any false hope” 
What i want to ask is what is the point of doing all these if she wanted to this even i knew whats gonna happen and I genuinely asked her to leave me alone if she dont love me anymore and cant trust me

Breakup

What is life?

Self Esteem

It feels like no matter how hard I try, I never get to experience the fun everyone around me is having. It feels awful.

3am Thoughts

Stop holding on to someone just because you have history. 

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