I’d rather adjust my life to your absence, than to adjust my boundaries to accommodate your disrespect 

3am Thoughts

Like they say time change lot of things
Yesterday was my 1st day for T.Y classes 
After the lectures sir said you haved changed 
I don't feel the old you , 
You use to be energetic and happy all the time and Masti kar ne wala ladka always on the top to ask doubt and all things 
What happen then it's the 1st day and i don't feel that energy 
Then i started to overthink what happen to me 
Where i am 
I know i haved changed but not this much and he knows me for 2-3 years now he is not wrong
How can I say i Meet so many wrong people in my life in this past 2-3 years 
I was good person back then and i am still a good one but 
I don't give the same energy to everyone 
And i learn this   

What a guy sees in a girl before marrying her 

Marriage

I’m super anxious, hurt and angry because of my past trauma that occurred for 10 years 5 years ago. My antidepressants have finished so I’m kinda stuck feeling this way. For the first time ever I’ve started to think about suicide.

Depression

My ex bf connected on Snapchat after 5 months of breakup but I’m still blocked in our apps what is the mixed signal about ? 

To someone i wished to stay
         i don't know why i am writing this to you, but listen, i miss you maybe a lot. the last time you looked at me, i swear i almost cried. I don't know why it didn't work out between us, but i wish it did

it's funny how i fell for you; how thought you felt the same, and how it killed me knowing it didn't. i still go back to that one conversation we had where you sounded a lot like the only person i ever want to be with it's been uncountable weeks since we talked, and i don't know how to tell you that it hurts so much to not see your name at the top of my chats.

sometimes, I listen to that one song you shared with me on a rainy evening, and it gets hard to breathe without thinking about you despite all that happened, despite all the nights cried for you, despite all the ways fell on my knees for you -I wish, you stayed.

It's been a lonely winter without the warmth of your giggles. i don't know if you miss me, if you think of me at all whenever it rains. but i do, every time a notification screams on my phone, i pray for it to be you. but life has other ways.

and this is perhaps another letter i would never send. because i know you won't read.

love, 
from someone who still hope for you to return.

Loss

I thought that this platform is for pain/thoughts sharing but now i thought that people are not for that reason people are bullying in group chats or passing their time

My parents : Oh, I know my daughter will be do something big in life and be very rich!! It's written in her fate I know it!! then she will take me to different countries to tour and give me every luxury of life and comfort.!!

Other peoples/ relatives : I know she will do something big!! I know by her face!!  Look she looks so smart, she is bound to be big business woman/banker/air hostess.!!

Me who just want to go Japan and be a mangaka and animater : What the heck⁉️🤨 

Career

I want some relationship advice
I'm a girl and I'm dating a guy 
And want to know perspective from another girls point of view
If any girl who's interested in helping me. out? 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts