Iam getting really anxious rn like my guy friend texts me gn everyday but it seems like he didn't i am worried that something might have happened to him.. actually he has high bp that's why

But he always talks about getting a heart attack or smtg and his bp was really high today and he was sad that's why iam more worried 

Anyways chill guys he is fine i was just worried for no reason 

3am Thoughts

My online friend said - You care about us both and have a fear if I leave him. What do I do.. I don't know what to do now and even I hurt him yesterday by saying Idc well I was just kidding, didn't mean that.
And he do care about me checking up on me how am I n all but he got attached to me.. I don't want to leave him but idk how to deal with this?😐

Friends

Why do people call their ex snake ?

Another day!

When did I agree to take care of all his expenses?
After marriage expenses should be shared equally they say, some even say the finances become one. 
Here is my marriage. 
I had agreed upon sharing all expenses 50-50 if not me picking up the entire bill once in a while. 
After the talks of divorce and separation. I have this guy (husband) barging into my office room and questioning me about every pending bill. He doesn't spend a penny on house rent, groceries, maid, laundry, water and electric bills, telephone bills nor the internet. 
He wants accountability of every penny I spend out my salary when I know nothing about his. Where is he spending his money? I asks me to transfer 9800/- for dog food because he paid the last months bill. What about all the bills that I have been paying? 

Why does he want my money only when it is his needs that need spending on? What am I missing here? What's going wrong? 
I spend most of my salary on this house and the bills and his parents bills got nothing that I am saving. 
I am not against spending money, cause it is only that money. But what irks me is how he demands for me to pay the bills when he does nothing to share. 

Marriage

okay so my ex bf is now dating my brothers ex gf. man are they going to have some talks lmaoooooo 

Hi, m feeling strange today.. The problem is i want someone in my life, but at same time i don't want any relationship because of responsibility.. I was Intrested in casual relationship. I slept with my colleague. Bt after that i feeling something heavy in my chest /heavy breathing.. M not able to forget it.. I can't talk to him at any cost.. What to do?i can't talk to anyone. No friends, no family...... Its kind of killing me.. I think i hv got some emotions for him... I am angry that he is not giving a response... I m angry that he is not feeling anything... 

Stress

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Im new to this, i need an outlet in my life where i can get it out and it not come back and bite me . 

Im lost in my thought and im in hole in my life that i seem like i cant get out of. Everything used to be amazing.... I thought i found my world my everythign th elove of my life.. But i got smack in the face of relaizing i was wrong like always. He cheated on me last month and rubbed in my facce, told me in was to teach me a lesson. Ever since then we havent really been on the same page. I give and give and i get nothing back. Haft the time he acts like im not even there. He barely talks to me unless he wants something. I can barely get his help on anything. And on top of that , he acts like im stupid and like everything is my fault. Like just the other day i was tryingt o explain how i somehing pised me off, he didnt " understand" and i was wrong and he thought it was stupid. Well i didnt, I feel like if you want something or dont like something or ettc you should say something not just sit there like its ok when its not. "close mouths dont get fed" so i say it and im not afraid to. But dont sit there and say im stupid. doint put me down becasue i understand my feelings. we have only been maried for 4 months and he has already cheated ( blamed me) told me it was to teach me lesson. When we were just dating he would always make sure that i was good that i didnt need anything. no one he acts like he could careless. We got into a disagreemnet and all i got was i dont care i dont care , and lausghed at. 

I dont know what to do anymore 

Ever since we started talking, I have realized how much you like me, it's not the usual crush but something more. Not really sure about the love part. At least to me Liking and loving are two different things. But you need to get clarity in your head to understand the difference between making a choice and picking up another option. You're too precious for me to go ahead casually with and just end things one day. There is a reason why I resist meeting you which only I have realized through your words and which no one else will. Maybe you should not depict yourself as someone you're not and stop trying to cover things up.  Wish I could just tell you one day to just stop texting me anymore and saying the same things again because it annoys the hell out of me and I am just tired of watching you asking like this over and over again all the time in these three years. But I can never be rude to you. Just put your focus on how you can change certain things to earn my love and understand that you will never receive it from anyone if you keep asking like this. Some clarity and I'll be more than happy to spend the rest of my life with you

Love

Before 10 months I experienced the most terrible breakup of my life,he was a spinless man... could never take stand neither for himself nor for me...he never ever contacted me again. I tried for 6 months to fix things then I also gave up unwillingly.
 I am still stuck there mentally...I keep fantasizing, daydreaming about him,recalls all the wonderful and terrible things that happened,what could I have done differently...I have tried each and everything...gym, routine change, social media declutter, sharing it with my friends and I still cry myself to sleep. I have a super busy life but for now it's all online. Please help me!!!

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