Iam feeling suicidal
My relationship with my wife is strained. I have short term memory issue and trouble in understanding others feelings and putting myself into their shoes. Today my wife literally hurled at me in a nasty way. I feel iam not made up for relationship. Although, I tried improving over the time…I did not produce results. Instead of living life with insults…I feel I should end.
Arguments like these happened many times due to my mistakes. Although, I tried to take steps to improve, still due to my absence of attention to details and forgetfulness, I am at fault. She doesn’t trust me anymore and she hates me. Until marriage I never faced hatred from anyone, but whatever is happening now has damaged my coriander most likely, motivation to live.
Yah you’re right…but whenever I see her…iam reminder of that. And, I lack initiatives or self initiations. She said she only needs a second child and later one she doesn’t want me. I can’t stand in the society if that happens