I would never relate to people I will always be the outsider.. never have and never will be one of them

Then change the people, change them. Go hang out with other people

I am the problem.. not only them whom I can't relate.. I can't relate to any group of people 

It happens with me also sometimes. But it fades away when your with right people

3am Thoughts

What are your reasons to live? What keeps you alive?
I'm looking for hope as I feel that life is just a meaningless suffering. May be your answers will help me relate...

Adulting

I don't want to go to the office of this probation officer next week, I'm so stressed cuz they wanna force me to remove my police case. My mom is doing all of this cuz she doesn't want her reputation to get ruined but wants mine to be ruined, for her it's either me or her and it's never gonna be her

Emotional Abuse

Kal ke incident ke baad I was not feeling well I had a bad day and bad interview and I am now stressed again about not getting selected it's been hard 2 months almost of trying and trying going on interviews and not getting a job anywhere it's been tough times lately 

I am feeling so much sad Tears come to my eyes every second when I think about it.
I got in a fight with my younger brother but the mistake was his and I hit him very hard that some blood come out from his it was the first time that he got beaten up so hard then he pick a brick and ran after me this all incident happened in my uncle's house I ran to their second part of the house and went inside one of the room he went crying and cried soo much everyone blame on me there was a cooler and I went over it and hid under the bed then my cousins found me i came out and went outside my mother said me some harsh words and i was very depressed i went again to that room that is in the second section of the uncle's house and i was soo much depressed i pray to Allah that please help me out. Then after the time went past I heard Azan and put my stroller on and kneel down then I pray to God soo much that I cried soo much then my aunt came and took me to the other side of the house there I stayed for half an hour and then my sister came there I didn't go with her (one thing was that my father's sister came and said that I cannot come to house) hen my mother came and said to me that come in the house in a second I grabbed my books and come to the house and now I am here in a room my grandmother came and abused me I stayed quite than I grabbed my jacket and cried soo much and now i am here please help me out because tomorrow my mother sister or any sibling will not be in the house and my father will be on his business and my father's sister and grandmother will only be there I have a exam in THURSDAY and I don't know what to do?

I've been told that "God is omnipotent so he knows everything, so he know that evil/bad things happen and he's not doing anything about it." And I respond to him "Life is a test and god gave us the free will to do anything we want. So it's up to us to choose whether we side with good/evil, believe that there's a god or not and we see the results of our test at the day of our judgement/death to see if we were worthy of entering his Garden." And he asked me, "Are you passing the test?" And i respond "Brother doing goods and I've also committed a sin so I cannot answer that question, I'll just leave my judgement upon allah." He then left cussing, what do you think of my answer, i wanna read your opinion.

Gratitude

Living with the memories isn't a lame in your present life. It shows that how strong the bond was,still give it a shine. Just like that we all do the same. It wouldn't be forever lasts so make sure to live it up✨Not everyone has the good times so cherish everything you have right now 🌼

Affirmations

Does anyone know any website or page or community for pcod, where females come together and discuss.

PCOD

I only want to die.. And I don't know why.. 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts