I woke up today feeling extremely down, and without even thinking about it, I can already feel my tears falling down. I just can’t… I can’t keep pretending everything is fine. I’m supposed to be the better person, but it’s gotten to the point that I seriously can’t fake a smile anymore. It’s been months since you left and I don’t miss you, but I miss the idea of you… I’ve been searching for someone to fill that void, but no one wants to stay. I can understand why… but I just want someone to talk to, to watch movies with, someone to keep me company, and just share my deepest secrets with. But it’s not going to happen for a while, sometimes I’m okay with that, but there are days like this that I can’t seem to stop crying.