I Wish you liked me and considered me as important as others ..but I know I am nothing I can't stop thinking about you and I am just another friend of yours it hurts to see the person you love doesn't love you back I wish we were together 💔 

I have confessed my feelings but he said u are my friend..after this I stopped messaging him but he send me 2-3 random posts daily may be he sends it his most of his friends but mere liye toh woh bhi bahut hai but mai usse bhul nhi paa rahi it I'd very difficult for me kabhi kabhi lagta usko sirf attention chahiye may be uska ego boost hota h mujhe ignore karke ...pata nhi yaar mujhe pata nhi kya kami h mujhme

but maybe he likes someone else,  why u want to force him to like you 

She ain't forcing...you cannot control your feelings that easily right?

Love

I'm trying best to forget you. But yet your fragrance still remains fresh. I know that you don't need me anymore, but I still don't want you to leave. I have understood one thing about me, my love for you seems to have no end. Nights and days go by and the world seems to be doing just fine... but here I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I cannot explain my feelings as to why I am like this but im sure it resonates true love. 

I knw we have parted ways for our good, but you will always continue to live inside of me. I loved you then, now & forever ♾ 

Loss

There are many girls I have had crush on but you were the only one I have lost my all senses .
I miss you so much that I see you in every other girl and when I realises that my vision is not true I feel sad . I want you everywhere with me . You went so far and broke up the link of our communication by give up on our relationship , I still hope you will be back after years and years will be passed . I don't know what makes me attract towards you , I remember everything about you , that smile , that look , that walk , the super excitement hug , the surprise kisses , tangled palm , that night drive , I want to end and live my life with you .

Hey, since we're not texting like we used to, I don't know about your day, I don't know what you're going through anymore. I miss the moments when you share everything about your life. I wish nothing but the best for you. But in the end, I just really miss you..

Lonely

its been days since we last sent messages to one another. i miss you a lot. but i can't help the feeling that i was cruel to you for not seeing what has been happening all along. blinding myself with the truth that you don't want to be with me anymore. i miss you soo much. i miss how we used to talk. how we used to walk, side by side, telling our little stories before were off work. i miss bringing out my umbrella and sharing it with you under the light rainfall. i miss how we share our popcorn whenever we watch a movie and how you rest your head upon my shoulder. waiting for one another in our meetup places, and feeling excited every time we see each other. i miss you soo much ga.

Breakup

They say “Love makes you blind.” And it did. It did blind me to my own stupidity in chasing you when you did not even notice that I was hurting. You said you love me. But what kind of love is that when you talk to a person on phone and you don’t even realize that there are silent tears on the other side? How can this be love? How can you claim to love me when you were the reason for my sadness? How? You know what I have realized. It was never love from your side. You just needed someone. You just wanted to be in a thing so that whenever you get bored or when you need someone, you will have a body with you. Yes, just body. Because you never wanted the soul. All you cared for were your empty, plastic things. Did you ever sit down to ask why my eyes look tired these days? Did it ever bother you that I started to ignore talking to you beyond the small talk? Did you ever care that I kept fighting with you for more time, more attention? You called them silly fights. Damn, you even called them my mood swings. But you never accepted that you were losing me because you did not care anymore. You just did not care anymore.

And that’s what has hurt me, beyond this breakup. How can a person who sold me such big dreams just not even care anymore? How? How can you fake those words, those promises? How can you lie to me, looking into my eyes, holding my hand? No. You don’t know how much it breaks my heart that I have lived a lie in the name of a love story. You don’t know how it burns my soul that I did so much for a person who was just playing me, just using me. You have no idea how badly I have screamed into my wet pillow at night. You have no idea how I have started crying just sitting in front of the laptop. You have no idea how your name now makes me shiver in pain. You know nothing, my dear. You ruined my life. But no more, I say. No more. I have written all my pain on paper, and now I am going to burn it to ashes, your name, your memories, your gifts, your texts, your pics, every single damn thing. This past mistake does not deserve a moment in my present. Goodbye. RIP.

Dear me,
I wish I could tell you all that will happen and help you along the way, but if there's one thing I would do is to help you break free.

BREAK FREE FROM THE PRESSURE TO FIT IN
BREAK FREE FROM COMPARING YOURSELF TO EVERYONE

BREAK FREE FROM HATING ALL THAT YOU AREN'T

BREAK FREE FROM BELIEVING THAT YOU AREN'T SPECIAL OR STRONG ENOUGH

Please know, that you are amazing and a beautiful masterpiece that one day you will recognise & appreciate. I wish I could hold your hand as you walk along this journey learning to love and care for yourself, but I know how strong & capable you are. 

never stop fighting for us. It May feel impossible now, but I promise it will be all worth it 



Affirmations

Hi Babygirl

Today I tried my best to be calm and initiate a good conversation between us, I failed again. Maybe you got bored. I was left with countless thoughts in mind as if you moved on or you no longer want me. I wanna say I'm sorry and I'm trying to change i just don't have the right words to express, you said you don't get text from anybody so i thought maybe if i could text you but i didn't asked.... i even think of calling you everyday but my mind stops me.
I miss you soo much
I miss us soo much

Why can't the ded one come back again??why why why...why can't they??   Why do we have to suffer all the lonliness and emptiness...what should I do when i miss him?? Why can't he return back to me?? To whom shoul I share all my problems now?..to whom will i gossip now?? Who will hug me and tell me i am here for you now??? Who gonna drop me now?? Who gonna ask me to oil his hair?? Whom i gonna celebrate my birthday now?? Whom i gonna ask for money now??? Who will protect me now?? Who? Who? Who? I want my brother back...it been one month and 8 days and i miss him 24*7 ... It's so hard for me .i love you bhaiya ..please come back to me..i have never said these words to you but i was so proud that you are my brother...u never let me feel down...even my own brother made me feel miserable at times ..but you never did...i love you please come back to me....please please pleae

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