I wish my relationship with my dad was a little different. I wish we were close, I wish he wasn’t just a stranger who simply existed . I wish he was more supportive, loving, compassionate. I wish he was just a father figure. I wish I had a father figure. I try to catch my brothers attention because he is the only other male figure in the house. I wonder what it feels like to spend time with your dad. till some extent I blame my dad for the way I am, about relationships. I feel uncomfortable getting attached to a significant other, its too much to handle. I don’t show much affection, I don’t like it when it gets serious. my dad has always been like that. I’ve come to a point wherein I feel indifferent about him. I want my dad to love me the way I wish I could love him. growing up, I witnessed and experienced this behavior that was being portrayed by my dad. I don’t remember the last he hugged me, I don’t remember the last time he said he loved me.