I wish my momma could understand me too. So i had a younger brother he just turned 6 months last week. My mom is a lawyer, so i know that she will be busy. Grandmother is at home to babysit, but she's sick too. So i had to stay home and take care of the baby so many times. And there were so many days that i came to school late because of it. And I couldn't even have breakfast almost every day. After school, i will again be busy with households. But she never said that I'm helping her or anything. All she does is scold me. :(

crazy_mitochondria 😅☠️

Mitr wo apke samne nahi kahengi lekin kya pata jaha wo kehti ho waha ap upasthit nahi hoti hongi

3am Thoughts

Okay black is beautiful. I would say that black is a unique color and that it's very special

Body Positivity

People are fake, every tging is fake, love is fake, don't believe anybody, do not marry because of love,  never be Dependant on anybody, people sucks, life sucks.

Adulting

So lonely..
And sad also😔

What to do when you feel that the person you making prioritize he just start to taking you for granted nd not accepting the fact 

Insecurity

I don't know why but my emotions keep changing these days , i don't know if this is happening because of the people around me. 
Sometimes , i feel angry if anyone says something mean to me
Sometimes , i feel happy when i see something which can be weird for someone else
Like , when i watch drama's but my mother says that i always stick to my phone like glue 😅
And sometimes , i feel sad when i think about my past and how many things i didn't do and i regret it.

Life

So viva sucked
God 🤦🏻‍♀️😭

Exam

I am in relationship
But there is no love in it
Just attachment
I don’t want to lose him but dont wanna live with him because we don’t understand each other now
Its been 2 years since our relationship started
And it’s been more than half year,we fight after every 2 days
Don’t know i love him too i cant afford his absence
What should i do and how

When he left, i felt like a person who has just lost their home... I was trying to find my place in other ppl, i got close with the wrong person...I felt so lost, like i was thrown away, the only one i loved so much.... God this pain, it does not go away. It haunts me still. After he came back... I was a stupid fool in love to let him back again nd again. I felt i could forgive him for cheating.... I loved him too much. I never thought i would be so stupid for someone... And he too took it for granted. He thought that i will always be there for me, no matter how much he hurts me, he will come back and i will love him the same way. Im a human too, i lived all these years not to be hurt by you again nd again. My mother did not keep me in her womb for 9 months to be your toy, my dad didn't raise me up to be thrown away. I know my worth. And everytime he left and came back, my love for him reduced.....  He didn't even know it that i was deliberately trying to hate him.... My heart kept giving me reasons for his behaviour to believe him..... I desperately wanted to love him.... Maybe he did love me a little too.... But that was not love, you won't hurt a person you love like that. This time he left, he didn't knew something had changed... He came back trying to apologise the same way as he always did... The first time i ignored his msg, i felt so peaceful.... He called me, msged me, sent me recordings of his crying, his frnds tried to convince me.... But not this time boy. Its over.... In completely de attached from you. And i told him that and blocked him completely from my life .... it still hurt a bit, but i was firm in my decision.3 days later, when i thought i could finally move on with my life. I got a call, i didn't know it was his, it was another number ... I picked up and i don't know what got over me.... I didn't end the call immediately, that was my next mistake... I only answered in a few words and felt he needed some closure too... And told him everything again about ending it. He was crying.... He told me that you're heartless, may no one get a girl like you.... Can't you be the bigger person and forgive me.... It was manipulation at the highest level. After the call, i broke up completely too. He managed to convince me and i agreed with tears in my eyes and maybe i was waiting for him or maybe i was crying cause i was so weak for him.... He was fine for a few days, then he just ignored my msges.... He was putting stories but not replying. He was never gonna change..... Just why? Why did i even give him a chance again.... You might think im a idiot, but its very hard to reject someone when you love that someone so much. That was the last time, i really did block him and im not picking up any calls from any unknown numbers.  It still hurts a lot.... Donno when will it get better. I feel so unmotivated.. there are times i still can't help cry to get rid of all these feelings, but im not letting him back this time for sure and i want to find my spark again. What should i do?

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